Whole Fallout 4 load order fuckedup

[LegacyLexSton]

I was trying to figure out how to fixed synth heads from being enormous and not being ponified until I realize i need to install race customize once i did it broke a bunch of mods, i tried uninstalling it and it just broke it entirely, it says by the author it is needed but wasn't broken when i didn't used it, besides only synths are broken

https://imgur.com/a/STVAZ2l

it broke my player having a red skin and i tried fiddling around with the load order to fix it and still it's broken, I tried going to Crimes against nature mod page to see the recommended load order for the and mod and it still is broken, i really would love help and fix my fallout game, I can't stand and i feel like my head is going to explode.

excess links that might help.
https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/19040/

https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/23109


this is my load order

# Automatically generated by Vortex
Fallout4.esm
DLCRobot.esm
DLCworkshop01.esm
DLCCoast.esm
DLCworkshop02.esm
DLCworkshop03.esm
DLCNukaWorld.esm
DLCUltraHighResolution.esm
ccbgsfo4001-pipboy(black).esl
ccbgsfo4006-pipboy(chrome).esl
ccbgsfo4020-powerarmorskin(black).esl
ccbgsfo4025-powerarmorskin(chrome).esl
ccfrsfo4001-handmadeshotgun.esl
cceejfo4001-decorationpack.esl
ccbgsfo4045-advarccab.esl
ccgcafo4003-factionws03bos.esl
ccgcafo4009-factionws09mm.esl
ccawnfo4001-brandedattire.esl
ccbgsfo4036-trnsdg.esl
ccrzrfo4003-pipover.esl
ccfrsfo4002-antimaterielrifle.esl
ccygpfo4001-pipcruiser.esl
ccbgsfo4079-pipvim.esl
cctosfo4001-neosky.esm
cckgjfo4001-bastion.esl
ccqdrfo4001_powerarmorai.esl
ccbgsfo4115-x02.esl
ccbgsfo4116-heavyflamer.esl
ccsbjfo4002_manwellrifle.esl
cccrsfo4001-pipcoa.esl
Unofficial Fallout 4 Patch.esp
CaN.esm
HUDFramework.esm
nukaproject.esl
SettlementKeywords.esm
LucyPenskeBrownHollySideQuests.esl
OVT.esp
WorkshopRearranged.esp
Better LOD.esp
Better Rubble.esp
IncreasedSettlerPopulation999.esp
DLC ammo.esp
CBBE.esp
F4CW10mmSMG.esp
AVBPipeGunsReplace.esp
BetterJunkFences.esp
FROSTfix.esp
BostonFPSFixAIO.esp
RRTV_GoodneighborCondo.esp
More Smarter Companions Mod.esp
Companion Infinite Ammo and Unbreakable Power Armour.esp
CompanionStatus.esp
bridgefix.esp
Conquest.esp
EveryonesBestFriend.esp
FAR.esp
Faster Terminal Displays (20x).esp
Flicker Fixer.esp
Combine Grunt Armor.esp
Combine Hazmat Suit.esp
Combine Ordinal Armor.esp
Combine Metropolice Armor.esp
Combine Worker Suit.esp
InstitWeapPosit.esp
LongerPowerLines3x.esp
DOOM1911.esp
F4NV-N99.esp
Nuka World Bottle Fix.esp
OCDecorator.esp
OCDecoratorDLC.esp
OCDispenser.esp
PonyRaiders.esp
PonySettlers.esp
PonySkellys.esp
QuazRadioModelReplacer.esp
GreaseGunSMG.esp
fo3friedghouls.esp
F4NVServiceRifleRedux.esp
sleepintimate.esp
JustDebris.esp
3dscopes-replacer-servicerifle.esp
3dscopes-replacer.esp
AVBMGReplace.esp
Elzee Human Grab Attacks.esp
Crafting Workbench.esp
Crafting Workbenches - Ammo.esp
Crafting Workbenches - Removed Crafting Experience.esp
LooksMenu.esp
pipernamechangeiva.esp
ScrapDeadThings.esp
TabsMissingFix.esp
weightless item mods.esp
workshopturretpack.esp
nb_buildlimitremover.esp
SettlementMenuManager.esp
ShellRain.esp
SkjAlert_All_DLC.esp
WET.esp
WAYN_CompanionTracking.esp
You Talk Too Much.esp
Scrap Everything - Ultimate Edition.esp
StartMeUp.esp
F4NVSingleActionArmy.esp
RaceCustomizer.esp
Zeeb.esm
Zeeb - Player Proditor.esp
Zeeb - Player Zebra.esp
Zeeb - NPCs.esp
CaN Pony Mane Pack.esm
CaN - Companion Ponies.esp
CaN - Player Pony.esp
Fallout Equestria - Season Pass - Alicorn Edition.esp
Fallout Equestria 4 - Season Pass.esp
Fallout Equestria - Season Pass.esp
Fallout Equestria.esp
Fallout Equestria - Alicorn Edition - Child Clothing Fix.esp

Edited September 18, 2021 by LegacyLexSton