WryeBash Corrupted My Save?

[emersonwiebe]

This is likely going to be a severe rant, and for that I sincerely apologize. What you must first know is that it is 5am and i have school in 3 hours, I've been up since 11 figuring this out, I have anger management issues and it clouds my head and makes it hard to think about writing these posts formally (let alone troubleshoot skyrim of all games), and i have no clue what i've done wrong. Basically, i was playing a new save (which i fell in love with by the way) and my little sister was too. we were competing as hunters/archers and whatnot, it was great fun! So, i notice that none of the IA armors or any other armors for that matter were showing up on NPCs, and i'm at a level high enough to see a good share of the armor (known from past experiences). So, i decide to try and solve this issue myself. minimal research on the 'issue' (which i would rather have suffered 1000x over as opposed to what im dealing with rn, in heinsight), i found out about bashed patches. Me being as wise as i am chose to watch a youtube video no longer than 3:30 minutes to figure out how to do this. so, i do it. problem solved? nah. my game is corrupt. CTD when i try to load it at any of my savepoints. Sisters game? also ruined. Maybe worth mentioning that at some point during the bashing i reinstalled immersive armors, not sure if it was during the bashing, before it or after it though (like i said, anger blurs my mind). so ive tried everything since then, ive spent 2 hours trying to restore my game with tes5edit and loot and all these programs to no avail and i just want my game back. I dont even want the stupid patch, i don't care at all anymore, can someone please just help me? how do i reverse this? how do i get all this bashed stuff out of my life? i just want it all like it was man. and please dont comment for the sole purpose of shaming me or laughing at me or insultng me for whining and such. i told you, i have severe, SEVERE anger management issues. it's like an uncontrollable rush of desperate cries for help after a firestorm of rage. but thats another story for another day i guess.

 

 

TL;DR : tried to create a bashed patch, all saves corrupted, cant restore, NEED HELP SERIOUSLY SO BAD PLEASE SAVE ME FROM MY OWN ANGER AND HELP ME, (cuz i have anger management issues)