Dude, come on this is hilarious. Do you think that you're just going to open up some software and the next day you'll achieve mastery over it ? It takes months/years and hundreds to thousands of hours of practice. Nobody just learned that stuff over night. Point is that of course it's not going to look good in the beginning, as is with all things. Keep that in mind, lower your expectations, start small, find some tutorials made by professionals in areas that interest you and work up from there.