most would call it cowerdice, i, howewver do not in my day i was quite a passive breton, i too was highly skilled in the ways of magic and sorcery, and then this happened to me, im forced to kll every night lest i be weakened, so i summon up a poor little cattle from my home clan and feast alone in the darkness, without any one to help me through the night, for all, neigh almost all will not accosiate with a creature of the night like me, i am unique, a blend of wolf and vampire, i am not human at all, just a evil creep look, even the money grabbing landlord will not serve me!