Sorgren

The ability to do a barrel roll whilst mounted on a dragon, and fully functional flight, like the ability to go upside down and gain speed by freefalling and so on, real functional physx based flight xDD

I think of the times past when I had it all, I toyed with men's wives and their daughters. And in my pursuit of this ill-gotten wealth, I stabbed and I slashed and I slaughtered. And for what? The men that I've fought, Are matched by the number of women I've bought. And for what? I've killed and I've shot, And reddened the cold tears of children with blood. And if I could go back and make my amends, I'd make all those mistakes again. And kill every last one of those bastards, my friend! Part of lyrics of Pirate Song by Alestorm, just thought it´s cool.

My aunt is afraid of elevators, I never understood why, I'm fine wth them. Though it's probably the fear of getting trapped in an elevator. That's a great way to live and I wish I was like that... Then start living like that, the best ideals to suit a lifestyle like mine are individualism, egoism and misanthropy, also anti-christian beliefs, show no interest in politics, and remember, you live for yourself xD

Dude, vampires can´t get near water, it hurts them xD

Actually I am neither shy, neither do I sell myself out, I value individuality, I would never adapt to a girl, or let a girl adapt to me, I would look for a real girl, one that knows to be herself and with wich I can be myself also, that is my case, also, irony is good, but it need balance.

Hopefully they do it in the vein of HL2 physics, it would be awesome, especially if there was a GMOD for TESV xDDD

I´m over 9000

My depression is a result of the whole thing, and also the problem, it began about 5 months ago, since I became depressed I began losing her as a friend, and my love for her was built on friendship, I remember when I was cold and lonely, I didn´t want anybody in my life, then she came and turned things upside down for me, after I first met her I had an urge to see her everyday, and we were classmates so seeing her was not a problem at all, and at first things were going quite fine and we were having fun, I fell in love with her, then lots of s*** happened and I became paranoid, introspective, boring, I lost my spark completely, though I still had the urge to be with her, but since I became depressed we didn´t have any more fun together and I imagine that my behaviour must have really upset her, but now I feel recovered from my depression because I came to realize the harm it was doing to both of us and I decided to put an end to it, now I have peace of mind.

¿where did my post go? I guess somebody sabotaged it because it was too much for them to handle... A sock, human faeces, a bald toothless fat wooman with a wooden nipple and an eyepatch.

Hey, thanks, but I can´t send you pm, it says you can´t receive any pm @Be who you are, it is as simple as that. To find out who you are, that takes a lot of listening But I am being myself always, it´s just the way I behaved was weak, I now realized my mistake, she gave me chances again and again, infact every time I speak to her is an opportunity, but instead of spending time having fun with her I left her cold everytime with my depression, and she could have told me, but she didn´t, she owes me a lot of patience from many favours I did for her and her mother, I suppose she didn´t want to be rude and just remained silent, if she told me earlier then this would never have happened. I must find a way to apologize without sounding weird, because I actually didn´t do anything bad, but I dissapointed her every time I had a chance to speak with her, I wasn´t a friend, I was nobody, and she expected a lot more from me, because once things were going ok between us.

I don´t want to alter them, I want to make them better, I am still going to be myself, all I need is advice on how to treat women correctly, how not to mistreat them, because men usually don´t notice or notice too late when they are doing something wrong, females are far more sensitive and it requires skill to handle them correctly, and patience alone won´t get you anywhere, you need imagination and creativity, not patience.

One of my biggest fears since I was a child was that I was under vigilance and that I was going to be judged and laughed at for anything stupid I did in life, but now I don´t give a s*** anymore, it´s called having fun and if somebody is going to judge me by the way I have fun then screw him, no gods, no laws, kill the priest -follow nature- praise the beast.

In my case, I have 2 pairs of shoes: -Steel tipped leather boots I stole from a construction site :P -White fencing sneakers, I had them for 2 years, they are all f***ed up now, but I am going to order a new pair, I really recommend them, I took them everywhere, they are the only pair of white shoes I would wear in my entire life, you can do anything, they are awesome for parkour, fighting and running, I have to share an image of how f***ing sexy they look when out of the box Will upload photos of my shoes later ;) http://eshop.biyou.it/images/product/O00116_S_Do-win%5B1%5D.jpg%5B1%5D.jpg

Thanks, that´s actually some good advice, now some info that I picked up from the internet suggests to me that females are more complex with their senses then males (and she must have realized I was in a depression and perhaps that´s why she didn´t say anything), and that they are also human beings, I forgot being fun with her, I was always so sloppy and depressed that I talked her out of being a friend at all, she doesn´t even speak to me that much and I sometimes feel ashamed of saying hello to her everytime she logs on, I was only going on about my failures and I imagine how hard it must have been for her to listen me through, I will compensate her by being a more dedicated lover and friend, I will take her somewhere soon, and next time she logs on I will ask her to play WoW with me (we are both huge WoW fans, and I was ruining all the epic atmosphere with my paranoid behaviour, but now I will take her on a quest and see if we can do something together, that´s actually going to be my first step to make things better, perhaps this is the chance that she isn´t giving me because it´s readily there) Now I need some advice on what to tell her, I don´t want to all suddenly act normal and ignore my mistakes, I want to apologize but without it sounding awkward to her.

Ok, first of all I want to make clear that I have a life outside of the internets, and that I am neither fat or ugly, but I lack many social graces, I won´t go much in detail, but I want to have more charisma, I want to know how to sell myself to women, the dominant kind of women, those that are proud and selfish, and heartbroken (bad relationship, since then she made clear that she wishes to die as a virgin and that she is sexually frigid, she also says that she doesn´t want to love anymore and she lost her trust in everything). she doesn´t even give me a chance and asks why I still insist, we are good friends, but I kinda f*** it up for both of us every time I make clear my intentions, I just want her to love me back, I have become depressed and it makes things worse, I want to be vibrant again, every time I speak to her by chat she´s like, oh no, here he comes, this is gonna be a long and boring day, I mean things are boring between eachother and I don´t know what to do with her as a friend when we go out together, I need to sort of entertain her. Please recomend me things like dating sims, sex sims, books, movies, porn (she recommended me porn after having sex roleplay with me, she noticed that I am unerotic), manga doujins, female advice, roleplay maybe. Anything, just train me up a little bit, if you want to speak with me we can speak by pm or by msn messenger, I want to know how to treat people correctly because I only think of myself all the time, I want to know how to entertain.