The saddest moment for me was on my xbox playthrough when me and Lydia were exploring a cave, I was only level 4 and playing on expert. It was one of the caves in fort dawnguard when me and Lydia were attacked by 4 cave bears, Lydia charged right in and I rained arrows on the bears, they put lydia into critical mode and began attacking me. when my health was low I had a choice, Use my only health potion on lydia, or save my self. I was selfish and regret my choice. Afterwards I bolted straight for Fort dawnguard. I returned to the cave at level 10 with powerful equipment and on my own. This time I made short work of the bears. As I searched the area, there huddled in the corner dead was my friend, Lydia, from what I could tell she had lost her sword and shield and tried to hide in the corner hoping I would return. I regret leaving her to die alone, she was loyal housecarl... and I the The friend her turned his back when she needed me the most. RIP Lydia. Edit: I really care about some followers, when I had the gold I was going to buy an amulet of mara and marry her.