No, I am not alive. I was killed by a Mord'Sith and accepted the kepper's deal to become a baneling, to stay alive I have to kill someone each day, which leaves little time for modding I'm afraid...
I've finally managed to haul my butt up to the library to get Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, since I've never read it before. I'm at the last chapter at the moment.