LE need help to create a face

[TwoCry]

Hello

first sorry for me bad english, i am german and have translate this text.

second, I'd love to see a face with a particular. But after days long try, also with mods and so on. the face does not look like I wish. so my question is can anyone create this face for me.

Below is a picture that looks like I imagine the face.

Thanks to all who are trying their best.