Leaving the skyrim community forever.

[InDarkestNight]

I can't remember the last time I had a good experience with this game or with this community. I'm sick of getting into debates with white supremacists and every form of denialist, which this game draws due to it letting you join a white supremacist faction. Honestly, I wasn't too happy about trying to make money on youtube with this game, because honestly, due to the types of people it attracts, I genuinely believe this game just needs to die and be forgotten.

I kept playing anyway though, trying to get amusement out of this game again. In the process, I've dealt with trolls on here, people gaslighting me on what I needed to do to upgrade my computer, and now I've been treated like garbage because I can't handle most mods. I don't mind the occasional mod being difficult, you want that fine. What I was upset at was how every creature and quest mod is designed like this, preventing access to people like me. I even had someone here berate me for sucking and openly declaring he hoped mod authors kept doing this just so people like me can't enjoy their mods. That's like an art museum not installing a ramp just so people in wheelchairs can't enter the museum. Being unable to do certain things means you don't deserve happiness? Wtf? I even made a post here hoping to get advice on how to handle these mods, but it was locked immediately and I was berated for asking. I know it came up in my other threads, but none of them was the focus of that. I wanted something dedicated where I would only get such responses.

I've decided I'm fed up with it all. I can't play any creature or quests or new lands mods, which means I hardly have any mods at all I can enjoy. I've already uninstalled the game. Why play the same damn game over and over when all you can really install is graphics mods? Besides, I'm sick of dealing with the community. Every form of extremist flocks to this game and I'm sick of dealing with it all. I've been mistreated by freaking ABLISTS for complaining how I couldn't enjoy seemingly any mods. I even made a post requesting accessibility mods, and it got deleted right away. Despite this site's rhetoric, its obvious that in reality they support extremism. I see no point in posting here anymore, no point in even trying to download anything else, and I don't see the point in even trying to play the game again. After my experience here, honestly I'm reluctant to even download mods for any other game.

Screw this, I just can't take it anymore. I'm only posting this so people will be aware of the type of treatment I've received you. You believe non-white people are equal to whites, you will only find unbridled seething hatred in this community anywhere on the internet. You acknowledge that Trump lost, same story. You suffer from a disability, you are NOT welcome on the nexus. You'll be stalked here, gaslighted, harrassed by seemingly everyone. Its just not worth it to be part of this community. Of course, given how the mods have treated me lately I'm certain this is going to be removed. Why would they tolerate something like this? THEY MAY AS WELL HAVE TOLD ME I WAS SUB-HUMAN JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T PLAY DARK SOULS AND I KNOW IT.

So bye, this will be my last post, and last time I log on to the nexus or even access the site for the forseeable future. Hopefully at least a few others will see this and be able to avoid the misery this site has given me.

Bye.

[Indio21]

1 hour ago, InDarkestNight said:

I don't mind the occasional mod being difficult, you want that fine.

All you did was COMPLAIN about THAT sooooo much over MULTIPLE  posts they locked your other posts!!!!!! All one has to do is review the link you gave here.

1 hour ago, InDarkestNight said:

What I was upset at was how every creature and quest mod is designed like this, preventing access to people like me. I even had someone here berate me for sucking and openly declaring he hoped mod authors kept doing this just so people like me can't enjoy their mods.

You are such a sympathy seeking f!@#!$ LIAR!!!!!!!!! AND I do not appreciate you one bit over here bashing me BECAUSE YOU CANNOT HANDLE THE TRUTH!!!!!!!! All I DID was try to help your sulking cry baby attitude, which THIS completely shows! Oh poor me, I suck and to lazy to learn so WORLD adapt to me......childish to say the least.

1 hour ago, InDarkestNight said:

That's like an art museum not installing a ramp just so people in wheelchairs can't enter the museum. Being unable to do certain things means you don't deserve happiness? Wtf? I even made a post here hoping to get advice on how to handle these mods, but it was locked immediately and I was berated for asking.

OH MY, can you just lay it on a little thicker with the oh poooooooor meeeee. An analogy to a wheel chair ramp. You just have NO low you won't go to for sympathy. Think I'm going to have to put my waders on to finish reading this crap. NO, you was pulling a cry baby 10 year old stunt seeking sympathy by BASHING modders across multiple posts for your own ineptitude AND unwillingness to LEARN or EVOLVE. You did not want a solution, you want YOUR way.....and a shoulder to cry on about it. I only seen the two threads you linked to here, but I am sure by the response you got there might have been more. Plus being lock out, oh, pretty much INSTANTLY.

1 hour ago, InDarkestNight said:

I've decided I'm fed up with it all. I can't play any creature or quests or new lands mods, which means I hardly have any mods at all I can enjoy. I've already uninstalled the game. Why play the same damn game over and over when all you can really install is graphics mods? Besides, I'm sick of dealing with the community. Every form of extremist flocks to this game and I'm sick of dealing with it all. I've been mistreated by freaking ABLISTS for complaining how I couldn't enjoy seemingly any mods. I even made a post requesting accessibility mods, and it got deleted right away. Despite this site's rhetoric, its obvious that in reality they support extremism. I see no point in posting here anymore, no point in even trying to download anything else, and I don't see the point in even trying to play the game again. After my experience here, honestly I'm reluctant to even download mods for any other game.

Screw this, I just can't take it anymore. I'm only posting this so people will be aware of the type of treatment I've received you. You believe non-white people are equal to whites, you will only find unbridled seething hatred in this community anywhere on the internet. You acknowledge that Trump lost, same story. You suffer from a disability, you are NOT welcome on the nexus. You'll be stalked here, gaslighted, harrassed by seemingly everyone. Its just not worth it to be part of this community. Of course, given how the mods have treated me lately I'm certain this is going to be removed. Why would they tolerate something like this? THEY MAY AS WELL HAVE TOLD ME I WAS SUB-HUMAN JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T PLAY DARK SOULS AND I KNOW IT.

So bye, this will be my last post, and last time I log on to the nexus or even access the site for the forseeable future. Hopefully at least a few others will see this and be able to avoid the misery this site has given me.

Bye.

Well the rest of this is the OP's same pathetic childish tantrum for sympathy so I'll leave it as is. NOW,  for more sympathy, Its NOT just about the mods huh.......its about the treatment you received here too. Just lay it on even thicker. Yup, waders are not going to work. I'll drown in BS, got to get the kayak. You know your a REAL piece of work, and congratulations, I thought I'd already met the worse the net had to offer in forums. Well the rest is not worth commenting on. I already wasted way to much time on someone like you. Don't let the door hit you in the a$$ on the way out, here is a tissue, and I'd ask someone to give you a tampon but feel it would be seriously degrading to the women here!