Am I not allowed to complete a playthrough?

[InDarkestNight]

Made it further in the main questline than I have in a long time. I actually forgot most of it its been so long. Finally got a piece of the armor from a mod I was planning on wearing. I chose heavy armor for this reason. However, while running around with the gauntlets, I got a level up for light armor! Turns out, despite the look, the gauntlets of the crusader were light armor rather than heavy. Checking the other pieces, they were all light.

So now, I had no armor for my character. I emptied the museum, deleted my entire inventory, then deleted all my saves. Why bother taking up data with all that worthless s#*! when I couldn't play it anyway?

Oh, and you know the ultimate punchline of all of this? I checked the wiki to see if it listed the armor pieces as light armor. Apparently, they come in light and heavy variants. I could've swapped those gauntlets to heavy armor at a workbench. I had no indication of this. Fml. Why did the things even spawn in my inventory as light when I was a heavy armor character? I even had multiple perks in heavy armor. Never even leveled light armor once until that moment that ruined my character. Now, I had one skill point that was useless, rendering the character unplayable regardless of gear.

I'm really getting sick of this mod. Why am I even doing it? All its done for me is make me restart playthroughs god knows how many times. I can't even remember the last time I finished a questline its been so damned long. I'm sick of replaying the same character over and over just because I had one tiny mistake. Missed an item, chose the wrong gear, chose a crappy build in sheer desperation to break up the repetition. Why do I even keep doing this? I can't even remember the last time I enjoyed Skyrim. Seriously, f*#@ this stupid challenge I JUST WANT TO PLAY THE ONE GAME I HAVE LEFT. f*#@ Legacy of the Dragonborn. Will I ever make another attempt? I hope not honestly.

[InDarkestNight]

On that note, how do you even play skyrim? I'VE SERIOUSLY FORGOTTEN HOW TO. All I've done is chase after iterms, doing the same damned quests over and over again. And now because of bethesda, I can't even play with my favorite mods. Real Shelter doesn't work anymore, and I have to play LE because BETHESDA ANNIHILATED s#*! EDITION AND REPLACED IT WITH A DISGUSTING REVOLTING PIECE OF s#*! YOU SERIOUSLY COULDN'T PAY ME TO PLAY. YES I WOULD SERIOUSLY TURN DOWN BILLIONS OF DOLLARS JUST TO AVOID THE SUFFERING OF THAT PROGRAM THAT REPLACED A NOW DEAD GAME.

And don't tell me to take a break and play something else; I literally have nothing else. All I have is games that turned out to be scams (DOESN'T STEAM HAVE ANY RULES AGAINST FALSE ADVERTISING), or they were updated into something unrecognizable. Hell, I can't even play Terraria anymore BECAUSE THEY INCREASED THE DIFFICULTY WITH THE 1.4 VIRUS. I HAD AN END-GAME CHARACTER WITH END-GAME GEAR, AND SUDDENLY AFTER THAT VIRUS HIT I SERIOUSLY COULDN'T EVEN HANDLE PRE-HARDMODE SLIMES WITH MY END GAME GEAR WTF.

I would go and play something else if it was within my power, I assure you that, but it is not. I own NOTHING but Skyrim LE. Its this game or nothing. I refuse to buy anymore s#*! from steam because how many times I've gotten scammed by overly long tutorials. What happened to the days when if you didn't enjoy a game, you could take it back and get a different one? No, instead you have to throw HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS INTO THE TRASH FOR NOTHING. Oh god how I wish I still had that $200 something dollars. My life would seriously be so much easier IF I HAD SPENT IT ON SOMETHING THAT ACTUALLY GAVE A RETURN. f*#@ steam TO HELL. I genuinely hope that's a special place in HELL for everyone who has any ties at all to that SHADY SCAM PROGRAM.

Sorry, bad day, I'm done now. Guess I'll go continue that pygame book so I can make my own games SO I CAN OWN SOMETHING I ACTUALLY ENJOY AND OWN AND CAN DO WHATEVER THE BLOODY HELL I WANT WITH AND NOT A DAMN THING CAN BE DONE TO TEAR IT AWAY FROM ME.