please help having a loading issue that i dont know to fix

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My issue; that I am having is when I go to load my skyrim anniversary it automatically sends me to Bethesda for update or whatever and I don't have my account linked to Bethesda so I'm not understanding why All of a sudden it's going to Bethesda for update I don't even know if I have the anniversary packages for the DLC because I can't see it and I can't download it At least normally I don't know if there's a real way I can get it through Bethesda since I didn't buy the game through Bethesda I bought it through steam so I'm not understanding why it's sending me to Bethesda I would appreciate some help on this I don't know what to do. i get like 2 sec of load time before it crashes to desktop.