[Help!] Skyrim CTD - when i press Esc/randomly mid-game and sometimes says failed to initialise renders.

[Domestican]

The game ctd's when i press Esc/randomly mid-game and sometimes says failed to initialise renders. Iv'e been having this problem for a while and cant fix, would love some help :)

 

here is my load order:

 

Skyrim.esm=1

Update.esm=1

Dawnguard.esm=1

HearthFires.esm=1

Dragonborn.esm=1

Unofficial Skyrim Legendary Edition Patch.esp=1

Skyrim Project Optimization - Full Version.esm=1

Falskaar.esm=1

RaceCompatibility.esm=1

hdtHighHeel.esm=1

SPERG.esm=1

TERAArmors.esm=1

ApachiiHair.esm=1

NoFriendlyFire.esm=1

AP Skyrim.esm=1

Havok Breast Physic.esm=1

Heels Sound.esm=1

HighResTexturePack01.esp=1

HighResTexturePack02.esp=1

HighResTexturePack03.esp=1

Unofficial High Resolution Patch.esp=1

Cutting Room Floor.esp=1

FISS.esp=1

Brows.esp=1

UWEC.esp=1

Hothtrooper44_Armor_Ecksstra.esp=1

VioLens.esp=1

CastleVolkiharImmersive.esp=1

Clothing & Clutter Fixes.esp=1

CollegeOfWinterholdImmersive.esp=1

Complete Crafting Overhaul_Remade.esp=1

Book Covers Skyrim.esp=1

Sanctuary Reborn.esp=1

Helgen Reborn.esp=1

Thieves Guild Redone.esp=1

Havok Breast Physic.esp=1

Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation.esp=1

ClothingCraft.esp=1

WICO - Immersive People.esp=1

BetterJorrvaskr.esp=1

SoS - The Wilds.esp=1

BetterDarkBrotherhood.esp=1

Guard Dialogue Overhaul.esp=1

WICO - USLEP Compatible Patch.esp=1

Feminine Females.esp=1

Artoria's Armor.esp=1

SoS - Civilization.esp=1

Remove Interior Fog V2 - Full Version.esp=1

MoonAndStar_MAS.esp=1

Undeath.esp=1

hearthfireextended.esp=1

Fort(ified) Dawnguard.esp=1

Combat Evolved.esp=1

marriagemod - alpha v3.esp=1

ESOimports.esp=1

Cloaks.esp=1

AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp=1

Immersive Weapons.esp=1

MWI - Potions.esp=1

Run For Your Lives.esp=1

FAMP2.esp=1

Drink Eat Sleep.esp=1

BecomeKingofSkyrim.esp=1

Added_Killmoves_All_Weapons+Last_Enemy_Limit_Removed.esp=1

CVIMusicOverhaul.esp=1

CVIBluerAmbientLighting.esp=1

SimplyKnock.esp=1

NorthernCardinal.esp=1

Wildcat - Combat of Skyrim.esp=1

Mortal Enemies.esp=1

WeaponRangeFix.esp=1

Skyrim Shadow Striping Fix.esp=1

Vigilant.esp=1

Recorder Follower Base.esp=1

FNISspells.esp=1

SleepTight.esp=1

Tera Armor Level List.esp=1

SPERG.esp=1

Modern Brawl Bug Fix.esp=1

Werewolf Loot- Dawnguard version.esp=1

BVFE_Serana.esp=1

SkyUI.esp=1

DVA - Dynamic Vampire Appearance.esp=1

DeadlySpellImpacts.esp=1

dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp=1

dD-Dragonborn-Dawnguard-EBT Patch.esp=1

TCoW Improvement.esp=1

Compatibility_ICoW_CoWNPCImprov.esp=1

MWI - Books.esp=1

WerewolfPerksExpanded.esp=1

MWI - Ingredients.esp=1

MWI - Materials.esp=1

MWI - Soul Gems.esp=1

Better Vampires.esp=1

Havok Breast Physic Dawnguard.esp=1

Cloaks - Dawnguard.esp=1

Faction Crossbows.esp=1

Tembtra Thief Armor.esp=1

VL No AoE Drain.esp=1

SkyTweak.esp=1

DSerArcheryGameplayOverhaul.esp=1

DovahBlingJewelryReplacer.esp=1

DragonbornAscendant.esp=1

BikiniMaidenFull.esp=1

Immersive Music Temples.esp=1

Immersive Music Replacer.esp=1

Saber.esp=1

Vampirelordroyal.esp=1

summersetisles.esp=1

BVandRB_Formlist.esp=1

BladeOfIntrigue_Eng.esp=1

killmoverandom-100-L.esp=1

Apocalypse - The Spell Package.esp=1

decap_chance_70.esp=1

HavenBag.esp=1

Dead Body Collision.esp=1

WetandCold.esp=1

WetandCold - Ashes.esp=1

FNIS.esp=1

FNIS_PCEA2.esp=1

When Vampires Attack.esp=1

UIExtensions.esp=1

RaceMenu.esp=1

RaceMenuPlugin.esp=1

ShowRaceMenuAlternative.esp=1

Remodeled Armor - Underwear.esp=1

Remodeled Armor - Vanilla Replacer.esp=1

Remodeled Armor - Vanilla Replacer - Dawnguard.esp=1

Remodeled Armor - Vanilla Replacer - Dragonborn.esp=1

Merta Black Rose Armor.esp=1

MikanEyes All in one.esp=1

100XCarryWeight.esp=1

KJ Tattoos 2K.esp=1

KS Hairdo's.esp=1

Improved Combat Sounds v2.2.esp=1

[dint]_NeirAutomataHDT.esp=1

honedmetal.esp=1

RaceMenuMorphsUUNP.esp=1

AddItemMenu2.esp=1

QuickStart3_NoHelmet.esp=1

TKDodge.esp=1

PyP_Legendary.esp=1

imp_helm_legend.esp=1

WICO - Immersive Character.esp=1

WICO - Immersive Dawnguard.esp=1

WICO - Wild Hunt Gears.esp=1

DIVERSE SKYRIM.esp=1

SPTDiverseGuardsSkyrim.esp=1

DSerHorsesRevamped.esp=1

Convenient Horses.esp=1

Proper Aiming.esp=1

TheCleaner.esp=1

NoFriendlyFire.esp=1

Grass On Steroids.esp=1

NoRadialBlur.esp=1

RevampedExteriorFog.esp=1

Enchanting Freedom.esp=1

dD - Realistic Ragdoll Force - Realistic.esp=1

XPMSE.esp=1

Havok Breast Physic Dragonborn.esp=1

Bikini-MTM.esp=1

Kunai_Knife.esp=1

DeathRobes.esp=1

JackshBabyDoll.esp=1

ONE PIECE Figure Costume.esp=1

Neo's Slave Leia Renewal.esp=1

TheEyesOfBeauty.esp=1

DF_T29.esp=1

GhostBlade3.0_HDT.esp=1

Drink Eat Sleep Addon - Dragonborn.esp=1

Drink Eat Sleep Addon - Hearthfire.esp=1

towConversation.esp=1