Help figuring out crash

[grafitier]

My skyrim is crashing on load and I don't know how to troubleshoot the cause. I tried looking at the papyrus logs but I don't really understand much of them. If anybody could give me some tips or how to start figuring out whats wrong I would really appreciate it.

 

It's optimised via loot and showing no errors.

 

I'm uploading my papyrus log file.

 

And here is my load order

 

 

GameMode=SkyrimSE
Skyrim.esm=1
Update.esm=1
Dawnguard.esm=1
HearthFires.esm=1
Dragonborn.esm=1
Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp=1
BSAssets.esm=1
BSHeartland.esm=1
Sneak Tools.esp=1
arnima.esm=1
SkyMoMod.esm=1
BS_DLC_patch.esp=1
Falskaar.esm=1
Gray Fox Cowl.esm=1
Cutting Room Floor.esp=1
SMIM-SE-Merged-All.esp=1
FNIS.esp=1
icepenguinworldmapclassic.esp=1
UnreadBooksGlow.esp=1
Moonlight Tales Special Edition.esp=1
SMIM-Bruma-Patch.esp=1
Hothtrooper44_Armor_Ecksstra.esp=1
Lore Weapon Expansion - Goldbrand.esp=1
WitchhunterPack.esp=1
VioLens SE.esp=1
VioLens SE - Book Menu.esp=1
Rigmor.esp=1
BarenziahQuestMarkers.esp=1
SimpleAutoSaveManager.esp=1
50 More Perk Points.esp=1
Unique Uniques.esp=1
ThaneWeaponsReborn.esp=1
Billyro Swords.esp=1
Essential Followers.esp=1
Sneak Tools Vanilla Masks.esp=1
Sneak Tools Vanilla Hoods.esp=1
InigoPerkPointGiver.esp=1
XPMSSE.esp=1
WetandCold.esp=1
SkyUI_SE.esp=1
3DNPC.esp=1
Skyrim Immersive Creatures Special Edition.esp=1
Lore Weapon Expansion - Relics of the Crusader.esp=1
Beasts of Tamriel.esp=1
DiverseDragonsCollectionSE.esp=1
Helgen Reborn.esp=1
Undeath.esp=1
MIHAILDAGON.esp=1
Better Vampires.esp=1
HarvestOverhaul_Redone_Creatures.esp=1
QaxeQuestorium.esp=1
Phenderix Magic World.esp=1
Distin.esp=1
Ordinator - Perks of Skyrim.esp=1
Thunderchild - Epic Shout Package.esp=1
MoonAndStar_MAS.esp=1
Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation.esp=1
FNISspells.esp=1
HarvestOverhaul_Redone.esp=1
marriagemod - alpha v3.esp=1
Clockwork.esp=1
SwordsmanAssortment_SE_Eng.esp=1
Run For Your Lives.esp=1
Cloaks.esp=1
Tainted_Blood.esp=1
Cloaks - USSEP Patch.esp=1
Cloaks - Dawnguard.esp=1
FS_UltimateAssortment.esp=1
Lore Weapon Expansion.esp=1
PrvtI_HeavyArmory.esp=1
LrsamwaysExpandedSkyrimWeaponry.esp=1
Phenderix Magic World - Lore-Friendly Patch.esp=1
The Elder Scrolls Tomes - Skyrim Magic Addon.esp=1
Vigilant.esp=1
InsanitySorrow Weapons Pack.esp=1
DragonAgeWeapons.esp=1
Lore Weapon Expansion - Daedric Crescent.esp=1
RegentSword.esp=1
More Weapons Please.esp=1
Billyro's Weapons.esp=1
WheelsOfLull.esp=1
ForgottenCity.esp=1
PrvtIRoyalArmory.esp=1
magic of the magna-ge.esp=1
KynesBreathWeaponPack.esp=1
moonpath.esp=1
Apocalypse - Magic of Skyrim.esp=1
WeaponsOf3E_SSE.esp=1
GetBothRewardsSeries.esp=1
Vigilant Voiced.esp=1
marriagemod - hf.esp=1
ForgottenMagic_Redone.esp=1
HOR_OrdinatorPatch.esp=1
Ordinator - Beyond Skyrim Bruma Patch.esp=1
Apocalypse - Ordinator Compatibility Patch.esp=1
LLI.esp=0
Merged V1.esp=0
Bashed Patch, 0.esp=1