Alone..

[Sarrowa]

This is a poem i'm writing now for recent things I'm going through. My fiance went away to Cali. for her job the thing is noone is picking up at her hotel and her cell is either off or out of battery so I'm really worried. This ones only a tad bit longer then my usuals....

 

Here I am all alone again,

Sitting by myself,

With my head against the cold window,

Here without a friend.

 

The darkness follows,

Worry creeps over me,

Three days of waiting,

The pain it shadows.

 

Here I am all alone again,

Tears pouring down my face,

Head bleeding against the cold window,

The pain taken embrace.

 

No light is to be seen,

My life is feeling hollow,

My love O' dearest,

The pain will always follow,

Here I am finnaly,

Waiting has taken a victum,

Calling ever other hour,

Waiting has taken another kill.

 

I know I shall go on,

But the pain is all to real,

I know I must go on,

But this is how I feel,

My love so dearest,

Taken only to heart,

I cannot help but worry,

If you shall part.

 

Here I am all alone,

Alone from when we parted,

With noone to talk to,

I'm back where I started.

 

I cannot help but worry,

If you are alright,

I cannot help but see,

The darkness that clouds the light,

I remember when you are with me,

All the pain is gone,

I couldnt worry.

 

And I long to be back in your arms,

For my love is to great,

But It seems I must always be waiting,

This is my fate.