Nakia Posted December 9, 2008 Share Posted December 9, 2008 May you have a very merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, Giskard. As you know I love your mods and will miss you. You have left us a great legacy and monitored some excellent new modders. I wish you all the best. Nakia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
giskarduk Posted December 9, 2008 Author Share Posted December 9, 2008 Nakia :) I wondered where you got too, how are you ? I am still not in a new routine yet, its hard to change the habbits of nearly a decade, 8 years as a full time webmaster, 24/7, 5 hours of admin stuff every single day to absolutely nothing in 1 day....that js a strange lost feeling. But a relaxing one. I do not even have to fight off elder scrolls fans that want to hack my website, post porn, spam my inboxes until i cannot use them and otherwise make my job 10 times harder anymore but destroying the tools i need to conduct my website business. And I certainly do not have to sit here worrying what war crime they are going to blame on me next or getting investigated because wiki people or beth moderators have been stirring up poo for me. Players often say ignore it, but that stuff above cannot be ignored, it has to be dealt with. Buddah: I saw a quote credited to you about coffee and stars, good advice mate, I will remember it now i am a normal player but for webmasters it would not work. A new perspective on a hacker is still a hacker, a new perspective will not empty the spam from your inbox that you need to use to run a website and make mods, some things cannot be ignored. I wish they could, but unfortunately they cannot. Nakia: I cannot tell you have much better I feel just not having to deal with that poo constantly. Also I have 5 extra hours to do anything i want. Most people surfed the net, downloaded cool mods and demos and did other things whilst i was making The Elder Council for them and my other mods. I never had the time for any of that until now. It was one of the things i always had to give up because of my interest in modding and other hobbies. Still anybody that mods for fun probably spends most of their time with their head in their own work in pretty much the same way I did. Good people they are, rarely a bad egg amongst them because their hearts are in the right places, unlike those power modders. Even when i start making mods for my own personal use again, I will still not have that 5 hours of crap every morning to wake up too. Starting the day with a few hundred depressing users bitchin at you wears you down after the first 365 days, but the next 365 make it a nightmare and the final 180 days after that are just ARGH!!!!!. And some users say ignore it and kick off after 1 single post from me lol....wimps :) I cannot say I miss releasing stuff though, a nightmare is not something you would miss. That permanent head ache caused by stress is almost gone, the pain in my eye is going too. The feeling of tension only returns when i post within the community as I am now but even that will go eventually. Perhaps my mistake was running a website and making mods in a community that gets its rocks off being nasty to santa clause. I made my self an easy target to find and shoot at. Also there are some incredibly stupid people out there that think "I give them mods and they give me poo" is a good deal, and then they act all shocked when the mod maker turns it down the deal flat and quits. One day they will improve that offer and then mod makers will not need to quit to get away from those Aholes. Anyway, nice to see you Nakia :) Giskard Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
giskarduk Posted December 9, 2008 Author Share Posted December 9, 2008 Rant removed. Sorry but watching that new team ignore my wishes and hi jack my mods has really annoyed me. I'll be looking out for official pms here on nexus until this matter is delt with. I wish to make it clear they original had permission to upload new versions to their own accounts, NOT Hijack my uploads and NOT deny other members of my team the right to edit my stuff. Nobody even asked me if it was okay. Now because of this, I have denied them all permission to do anything. They clearly cannot be trusted. Dragon Captions will handle my stuff as stated in the first post. Giskard Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PurpleGandalf Posted December 9, 2008 Share Posted December 9, 2008 No-one has gone against your wishes here. The first thing that you accuse us of is actually based from some mis-information you have received, should you so wish I can point out a thread to you that will prove the first part of your allegation to be a little mis informed. As for the second, members of you OLD team decided they wanted to continue the support of your work, and you had granted any member of your former team the right to do so in you original posts both here at Nexus and on Novazone. Though you may have subsequently changed your mind we were working from the permissions that you had granted first. Hello all. First Yes I have quit making mods for oblivion players, wish I could say it was fun but most people made it a nightmare so i cannot. I have updated CURP and CUO here so they match the versions released on filefront so there is no repeat of the kvatch aftermath 1.31 problem with people downloading it whilst 7.3 was out. Some mods like kvatch aftermath remain on filefront but where not uploaded here for reasons linked to recent idiots activities on nexus and that is part of the reason I quit but not the sole reason. This crap comes from all directions not just nexus. IF anybody wants to upload the missing mods here, go right a head, I do not care, I will not be here to listen to the idiots. Which was why I stopped uploading here, I was here as a site user and whilst I uploaded here so would the idiots. Former members of my team ultimately now have control over what happens to my stuff so if any of them decide to continue what i started, they have that right. Though why they would sign up for that crap i have no idea. CURP now contains the credits page from my website, so all resources are properly credited, Which was a concern I had after quitting. Now that has been sorted out. To my friends out there. I have stopped sharing mods with anybody and now make things for my own personal use. You may spot some stuff on youtube in the future made by a stranger that looks very much like the sort of thing i do. Maybe the same but more insane since personal use frees me of the restrictions I must obey when making mods for release and stops the idiots bitching about it constantly because they will never have that stuff. If that is the case, do not moan at them, it might be me. A nobody can do stuff I have not been allowed to do for some time and so a nobody is exactly what I intend to be. One more thing. Do not expect to see anything else by me released under any name, I learned my lesson, releasing stuff to Elder Scrolls players is asking for trouble. All the best. Giskard I am truly sorry you feel this way now Giskard, it was only the hope of CUT that we could continue what we started. I hope that you can see a little reason here. I do not think the middle of either of these forums is the place for such things either.It has nothing to do with those on Nexus. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
giskarduk Posted December 9, 2008 Author Share Posted December 9, 2008 Its about RESPECTING the original mod makers wishes and not IGNORING them totally Purple as you and the new team have done. I am not going to argue the point here on nexus.Your team can make their own mods now, you no longer have permission to touch mine. Moderators: Do not worry, I intend to calm down. The shock of seeing what they did and what nexus did in support of them was too much. I expected better from them and nexus thats all. Giskard Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PurpleGandalf Posted December 9, 2008 Share Posted December 9, 2008 I agree this is no place for this. But I will re iterate your wishes were being respected as threads in AK's forums will attest. I recommended seeing as I see you are already over there also that this carries on over there if it must. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bben46 Posted December 9, 2008 Share Posted December 9, 2008 You are right, This is not the right place for this. Please move your disagreement to private messaging or another site. Thread locked. Bben46, Moderator Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buddah Posted December 9, 2008 Share Posted December 9, 2008 Files are no longer available on this site: http://thenexusforums.com/index.php?showtopic=87335 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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