LadyMizra

staffs are good melee weapons as well, not just for magic. And good for walking when you're an old fart.

Maybe Ser Bryant was mistaken? Humans make little mistakes all the time. Or, Sten had blood from something else on him. He killed a chicken! <.< I have no idea. lol

So, I'm a newb to this fandom, but I just finished my first playthrough of Dragon Age Origins, and had some thoughts on Loghain that, while you guys probably have heard, I wanted to put out there. Firstly, it's a given that Loghain cared about Maric. I haven't read the books yet, but I hear he rescued Maric, and all that jazz. (Did read some Loghain Maric slash fiction though, don't judge <_<). So, I think he did care about Cailan. Loghain helped raise him, and before the battle of Ostagar, all his yelling at the king was more like an old married couple than any actual hate. But, as much as I like Cailan, he was a bad ruler. And Loghain knew this. He seemed to be trying to help him. Loghain was a smart, experienced man. He would probably have a good educated guess at whether the battle was a lost cause. From what I understand, he didn't want Cailan in the front lines at all, because well, that's stupid. He's a king, he has responsibilies, like staying alive. The battle was foolish, Cailan was a horrible general, that died of his own foolishness. It's sad, I liked him. He was funny. But not fit to rule. Loghain probably knew that even if he sent his men in, the battle was likely to fail. All his efforts to force Cailan to follow a better plan, were for nothing. And of course, he invited the Orlesians in to fight. Now at first, I was like, why does that matter? Loghain just hates them, has a vendetta. But Fereldan had only been fere of the Orlesian's rule for 30 years. And Cailan was inviting their -troops- in. Now, before I learned about how these people were, I would have said, nah it doesn't matter, the blight is more important. But we learn from Lelianna just how scheming and manipulative they are. It is not wise to invite people like that in, and Cailan didn't need to. He could have gotten forces from Arl Eamon, but didn't, because he wanted all the glory for himself. As for the Grey Wardens. Loghain didn't know much about the,, except all the fancy tales, making them out to be big bad heroes and such. Cailan already had a hero complex, and Loghain only saw Duncan making it much worse. If Duncan, or the Grey Warden's in general had been honest from the start about why Grey Wardens were needed, etc, maybe Loghain would have thought of them, at least, a nessesary evil. But Loghain didn't know that you needed Grey Warden's to kill an archdemon, (or Mori's dark ritual, which I picked, but the Grey Warden's didn't seem to know about it). If Loghain had? His actions may have been a little different, at least with how he dealt with them after Ostagar. So, I think Loghain was sad that Cailan died. He was sad that he had to retreat. In his mind, retreat was the only viable option, to save his menfrom being slaughters. It was a lost cause to him. And we aren't told, but I think it might have been for real. Cailan had a big army, but they were slaughtered. Would Loghain's have made that much of a difference? Loghain probably assumed Cailan would die anyway, but probably assumed it was the better strategic move to save his men for later. Even if they won this battle, it wouldn't matter if most of them were killed. They had more battles to fight. I think Loghain was genuinely upset over Cailan's death, even though he thought the man a fool for a king. So, who was Loghain supposed to blame? It's natural for us to put blame somewhere, and the Grey Warden's were a perfect target. He blamed Duncan for putting foolish notions in his head, and while Duncan may or may not have helped (Cailan was pretty far gone, wouldn't listen to Duncan's advice either), who else could he blame? He didn't know why the Grey Warden's were needed. It was the Grey Warden's own fault, in my opinion, for some of the bad treatment they get. If they had been truthful about themselves from the start (They had been through 4 blights before this, pretty sure they had time to say hey, us heroes who just saved you have to drink blood, etc). Crazy, awful things get accepted into cultures all the time, and while drinking blood isn't evil, (just sucks because of reduced lifespan) I think honesty would have served them better. People would still volunteer, people engage in self-sacrifice all the time. I just think the Grey Warden's put a lot of hostility on themselves for their secretive nature. You can't blame Duncan for all of that, because he was probably taught the same s#*&#33;, but it's a point to make. But, Duncan is a topic for another time. Anyway, in short, I think Loghain's act of retreat was not that bad. I think him going after the Grey Warden's made sense because he had no one else to blame for Cailan's foolishness, even though logically they weren't to blame. I think Loghain had a point in not wanting Orlesian help. (Like, if the USA enslaved Mexico, and then 30 years after their independence, invited US soldiers into the land? Would be stupid.) Though Loghain did engage in some other bad things later, it was no different than Duncan's acts either. Duncan, the Grey Warden's, were all about ends justifies the means. While I don't agree with that, it doesn't make Loghain worse than them. He was doing it all for Ferelden. I did kill Loghain on my playthrough, but only because I wanted Alistair to be king. Didn't want him running off, or being forced to marry Anora (me no likey her, noooo). But I plan to keep him alive on the next runthrough. Anyway, that was long, but yeah. My thoughts.

So.... I got the mod that made it possible for me to romance Alistair, but what if I'm an elf? Is there a mod out there that lets an elf or dwarf that romances Alistair rule beside him as king or queen?

Speaking of which, Zevran flirts with Wynne unabashedly too. It's so funny. That is, if you guys saw that banter XD. "I feel like I'm going to cry, may I rest my head in your bosom?"