KafkeKretz

anyone please :(

Hello! I used to play F4 on console but now decided to try modded experience for the first time and unofrtunately while excited I am stuck at loading screen (after selecting new game, I get into the menu). Seems there are no conflicts, the game says "modes are loaded" when I start new one but all I see is the black screen with fallout loading icon in the corner. The Fallout4.exe process doesnt even use any GPU (barely) or memory similar to web browser, also almost 0 disk (in task manager). I have waited around 10 minutes and tried few times. Any ideas? :(