BrethrenFall

As a non computer whiz, i just cant bear the thought of messing it up after long time downloading

Hi guys, I live in a country where outside transaction is impossible, so I cant really get nexus premium. 5 months ago, I bought 3000 DP for 10USD from someone, the person said I didnt have to pay anything, but i dont feel good receiving stuff for free so I paid him 10USD in STEAM GIFT CARD, I was waiting for the right moment to install a modpack, in my case a skyrim modpack, Ramadhan is coming, we have the full month to ourselves, alot of free time. so I decided this March is when i will be installing the modpack. I searched the site for an almost an hour to get spend my 3000 DP for a premium membership only to find out.......... its been taken away.. i feel so betrayed,... so lost... so depressed....... so.... unmotivated. Ultimately life doesnt always go your way, you dont get to have everything you want, it just sucks I'll never be able to enjoy a higly modded stable version of skyrim.... I tried my hand in building my own mod, ended up extremely non stable.. just..