Xenomorph21

i turned off the mods but it seems that it wont run without these mods right now. no luck with no clipping mode either. i search the entire Dark Brotherhood building but nowhere to be found. i assume that its one of these rare glitches that happen once in a honeymoon and actually need a disk format cause of bullshit i have done with my disk. (i'm to blame there). its hard for me to just outright delete my saves since i'm nearly 40 lvl wtih lots of quests on my back, but what can you do...anyways, thanks for the reply.

I run modded Skyrim with around 100 mods. I'm on the "A Cure for Madness" quest from the Dark Brotherhood and when i go to Cicero's room his journals are missing, which makes the quest non-completable. i have seen journals missing before but didnt payed much attention. what happens is that any journal that is suposed to be left somewhere for the player to find are missing from their spots. a took it one step further and went ahead to add Cicero's journal into my inventory via console commands, but of course it changed nothing. i tried to leave the journal on the same spot that the quest wants it to be when i noticed that i didnt...the journal that i threw away from my inventory simply vanished! so its not just a bug where every journal just isnt at its place but a bug where journals wont even materialize in my game for some reason. any HELP would be appreciated. ps: dont go ham about mods coliding and such. i'm a total newb to modding altogether, i already know that i suck. so if you dont have anything constructive to say, keep your thoughts to yourself. these are my mods and mod order sorted by Loot. Skyrim.esm Update.esm Unofficial Skyrim Patch.esp Dawnguard.esm Unofficial Dawnguard Patch.esp HearthFires.esm Unofficial Hearthfire Patch.esp Dragonborn.esm Unofficial Dragonborn Patch.esp Skyrim Project Optimization - Full Version.esm Falskaar.esm Wyrmstooth.esp ClimatesOfTamriel.esm ApachiiHair.esm TKChildren.esm moonpath.esm SkyTEST-RealisticAnimals&Predators.esm XFLMain.esm backpackfrankdema.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Waves - Falskaar.esp Chesko_WearableLantern.esp AMatterOfTime.esp The Dance of Death - Ultimate Edition.esp FCO - Follower Commentary Overhaul.esp TKChildren_DB.esp Neo'sTinaByNausicaa.esp Differently Ebony.esp EnhancedLightsandFX.esp ELFX - Exteriors.esp MidnightBreed.esp KKSDrBWeightFix.esp KKSDGWeightSliderFix.esp Character Creation Overhaul.esp CCO - Dynamic Skill Progression.esp CCO - Diverse Races And Genders.esp SkyUI.esp Dual Sheath Redux.esp Dr_Bandolier.esp Better Dynamic Snow.esp TrueBrows.esp SabreFurBag.esp SkyRe_Main.esp AOS.esp dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp FireAndIceOverhaul.esp WetandCold.esp AOS2_EBT Patch.esp AOS2_FIO Patch.esp AOS2_WetandCold Patch.esp AOS2_CoT3_1_patch.esp Complete Crafting Overhaul_Remade.esp SkyRe_EnemyScaling.esp KKFur.esp ViceroyInquisitor.esp SkyFalls + SkyMills.esp RealisticWaterTwo.esp AOS2_RealisticWaterTwo Patch.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Falskaar.esp GDZZJJDH.esp SPTDiverseGuardsSkyrim.esp CCO - Oblivion Carry Weights.esp Book Covers Skyrim.esp Skyrim Immersive Creatures.esp Guard Dialogue Overhaul.esp Unique Uniques.esp AOS2_SkyRe Patch.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Wyrmstooth.esp aMidianborn_Skyforge_Weapons.esp AOS2_GDO Patch.esp Remodeled Armor.esp R18Pn - Eisen Platte Armor.esp Rayne Armor.esp SkyRe_SIC Crossbowfix.esp Skyrim Immersive Creatures - DLC2.esp SkyRe_EncounterZones.esp KamiTH.esp WATER DB Waves.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Legendary.esp SMIM-Merged-All.esp moonpath_questdata.esp Sweet&Sexy Lingerie.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Waves.esp Immersive Patrols II.esp ELFX - Moonpath.esp CCO - Permanent Birthsigns.esp SkyRe_StandingStones.esp SkyRe_Races.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Waves - Wyrmstooth.esp SkyRe_EnemyAI.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Dragonborn.esp TaliArmor.esp Xena.esp TKChildren_HF.esp TKChildren_V.esp TrueEyes.esp WATER Falskaar.esp WATER Plants.esp Dwemertech - Magic of the Dwarves.esp Dwemertech - SkyRe Compatibility Patch.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Waves - Dawnguard.esp RealisticWaterTwo - Dawnguard.esp WATER DG.esp BlackSacramentArmor.esp SkyRe_Combat.esp WATER.esp XFLDialogue.esp XFLHorses.esp XFLPlugins.esp Pre ReProccer UU aMidianSS Patch.esp Pre Automatic Variants IC Patch.esp PreASISPatch.esp ReProccer.esp Dual Sheath Redux Patch.esp qotsafans Miscellaneous ReProccer Patch.esp qotsafans Ingestibles HF Patch.esp qotsafans Books + Book Covers Skyrim HF Patch.esp qotsafans LeveledLists Patch.esp