LordWushin

When did I get mine . . . around 2010 maybe 2011. I have been active quite a lot on the Nexus too. Pretty good community, honestly. Greatest investment I have ever made!!!

Starfield Community Patch is very good and very clear about their objectives and changelogs - if no one knew about the mod! Honestly, I just started my third character recently. My other two were broke beyond repair before any bug fixes were made. I am casually doing going to get all the achievements I don't have yet; and hey, maybe reach NG 10. Honestly, Starfield is a work of art in my opinion. Mods have only made it better. When the expansion releases and the mod kit comes out, Starfield will be the game everyone thought it would be. IMO

Tease from something epic (in my mind)! --------------------------------- "Blood pressure is dropping. Pulse is weak and thready." "How is his breathing? Is he breathing?" "Yes! but very rapid" "We must get a blood transfusion started immediately," the doctor declared as he began preparing his patient. "Get a crash cart ready also!" "The bleeding has stopped doctor," the head nurse said. Not a minute later, the patient began seizing violently and had to be restrained. Suddenly the convulsions stopped. "There is not pulse . . . we need to start CPR!" The night had its ups and downs, but the crew of medical professionals at Greater Northside Trauma Center and Hospital managed to revive and sustain the life . . . for now. --------- 'I used to be powerful political figure. Not only that I had a thriving law firm where thousands of people came to bask in my wisdom. Everything was perfect. A beautiful wife, three wonderful kids, and a multi-million dollar house on 200+ acres of land, this was nothing short of the American Dream. 'The law firm had just won the biggest battle of the century in the Supreme Court, and this success prompted me to seek out State office. With the masses behind me, not to mention the money I had acquired, achieving State Senator was easier than melting butter. I was a super star. No political obligations to anyone but those I wanted to enrich and help promote me to the level of my grand idea . . . becoming President. This is everyone's dream. Be the highest man to make or break the rules. I am Bartholomew Kyle O'Mallie. This is my American dream, and I am on my way there.' "How does that sound for a start to my autobiography?" "Well," Sandra said, "you really sound bold and unstoppable trying become someone." "But . . ." he said. "You sound too cocky and prideful. Maybe a little arrogant." "Do you not like the strength and power of it? I feel like I can conquer the world. Beside I am always cocky . . . especially right now!" "Bart! You don't know when to stop to you," Bart's wife blushingly said. "Let me see exactly how strong and powerful you really are." But all of this is about to change! While campaigning for the U.S. Senate, Mr. O'Mallie surged in polls and conquered his opponents quickly and with a flourish. Upon receiving his nomination and sitting in his Senate seat for the first time, fate came and began its work. As Bartholomew O'Mallie stood to take his oath of office, a strange feeling came over him., not one of anxiousness, or fear, or excitement, but weakness and mortality. When asked to repeat the words, nothing but gargled and smashed together words came out. A stroke had set in, but he fought it. The next set of words came out better but with great pain. Now the last few sentences said in a nearly dis-understandable voice came and with it a shaking of hands. Silence and darkness followed. ---------- "Will he be alright Dr. Ryan? He just started his Senate term," Sandra O'Mallie asked anxiously. "I have done everything we can do for him. All that can happen now is . . . he wakes up" Mrs. O'Mallie began to cry as she sat next to her husband Senator Bart O'Mallie. She stayed by his side praying to god he would come back to her and the children. Four days this went on. Crying and cursing with blaming everyone and everything seemed her only release. But her grief turned to despair on the fourth day. Mrs O'Mallie went home for the first time leaving her husband to wake. And wake he did. At first it seemed like a beautiful dream turned nightmare, but now he saw it was all reality. He could hear all that went on, but could not remember what had happened. Senator O'Mallie was alone as he opened his eyes. The light blurred his vision, and the sound of the TV blared painfully in his ears. No one was around as he finally gained clear vision. His room door was shut and everything seemed to be freshly cleaned and organized. As he looked around and took in the sight, something caught the corner of his left eye. He turned his head quickly with a slight jump as if being surprised, but nothing was there but the window with light streaming through. ----- "Must have been a bird," Bart thought to himself. " I need to call the doctor and tell him I am alright. I need to get back to the Senate." Fumbling around for the TV remote that dangled toward the floor, another gleam of dark light blasted Bart's peripheral vision. It hit him like a ton of bricks as he sprawled out over the floor in hysteria. A near by nurse heard the commotion and rushed in to find Senator O'Mallie huddled over himself as if in terror of someone - something he saw. "Mr. O'Mallie are you okay?" the nurse exclaimed helping him back to his bed. "What happened to you? Why were you in the corner?" Bart O'Mallie was silent for a long moment, not realizing the nurse was there and had helped him. "I SAW MY SPECTER!"

Though I am not seen I dwell in your shadow Beyond the expanse of life . . . of time I come where things have been Where thing will be and so I bring the answer long sought . . . but it is mine Fear not I come again Or not at all for some Shadow dweller fears the light . . . but will it stay

Is it right or is it wrong To fill that need of loneliness To forsake everyone around you And Have a time for myself And even though I try real hard To supress the feeling deep inside I can only hold it for a while Until it violently explodes No one can stop it now You all are doomed already Leave before you get hurt My my need of loneliness I took it too far this time I pushed you all away to much Now paying the penalty myself Loneliness that lasts forever No one can stop it now You all are doomed already Leave before you get hurt By my need of loneliness Why was I to ambixious If you look into my eyes You will find That this disease has just begun Leave, leave, leave Before you get hurt Leave, leave, leave Me to dwell in my loneliness

That is a really good short one. It takes me sometime to do some like for the last couple months. The pain I felt when I lost you I thought I could not recover Never to see your face again Always to dream where we've been (And) The pain I felt when you left me I could not bare the thought That you never cared for me Look at this monster you made me be What did we have that was so special You and I, together, forever What a crazy notion you made it seem Cause now I am alone, in pain That pain I feel when I see your face Turns my gut and churns my anger Knowing your out there finding happiness While I'm swallowed by my hatefulness One day you will come back and find me waiting Silently waiting for your return Then I will have been complete When I say, What did we have that was so special You and I, together, forever What a crazy notion you made it seem Cause now I am better off, alone

Why are you still here Why are you still bothering me I don't want you around I never wanted it like this There's to many people all around I just want to be alone With all these stupid idiots It's time for me, to be, alone Never a moment Where I can think for myself All I want is freedom Someplace to rest in peace and quiet There's to many people all around I just want to be alone With all these stupid idiots It's time for me, to be, alone Fight the system Pass on the pain Find that place Where silence dwells

My brothers hand Helping me to my feet again Facing the fight together In this brotherhood of warriors We are elite, unparalleled athletes Nameless and unnoticed More powerful than you think We strive in your pain and fear With night as our friend We bring war, and its end Never fear the foe again Cause the Brotherhood will win My brothers hand Helping you to your feet again We face the fight for you In this brotherhood of warriors Fight and die for you Fight to survive, for each other

Now is the day When all will pay For all the pain I felt And the knees I knelt Not revenge that is beneath me I just want to be free Now I go to fight Do it all with might Never a warning yet They will know we met They will never see it coming The Nightstalker is coming!

Every now and then I go off and do secret stuff Never to tell what I do But only work Sweet it is to be home Always where you are loved Or hated by others Ignoring them most Come and enjoy the freedom It seems to last for a time Yet it will go away Just like me in due time

I do apologize for not posting for a while, busy life right now! Open your heart and let me in Have one last hope Never worry with pain Be the best and you won't fail Yourself and others Do great things and prosper

I did fallen Earth, it ways alright. I really like Planetside 2 right now. I just thought this new Studio might do something that we are familiar with and now about.

Battlecry Studio is the newest part of Bethesda. Mostly focusing on F2P apparently! Thoughts? Personally I think it is good, maybe we can get a decent F2P game or two that are like Elder Scrolls or Fallout, or something close.

"Fear Is The Weakness" At least you could've tried It is way past time and we're scattering ashes You take everything inside, please hear me out You, you are leaving me with scars Fear is the weakness in all our thoughts It's sad to see you go It's not meant to be easy but you drag us down Burning of the evidence close A world, do you perceive All turn cold, and no one cares for anyone Waiting for the final blow Do you have faith at all? One more day, then we fade away The same road for far too long It's not meant to be We are losing identity Faith has been denied, let's not pretend This is the first time, we just don't belong

As quick as the light Reflexes of a cat Silent as the grave We fight and conquer Never again will the world see What man can do and be The warrior athlete Ultimate human machine