Dark one knows this is me,I have PM'd him and what I said is between him and I and the staff here. I want to apologize to all here that I hurt verbally. I make no excuse and accept my words,actions and deeds as my responsibility. I am now taking anti-depressants as I was prone to mood swings as many here were witness too. I want to say I'm sorry and if this account is banned then so be it,I will move on. I truly want to say I'm sorry to vagrantO, I was an ass and you did not deserve my verbal abuse. I hope all here can find it in their hearts to forgive me. On a special note, Buddha, I owe you an apology which I am not sure you can accept. Believe me when I say I wish I could take back all that was said between us. I bear you no ill will in any way,manner,shape nor form and whether you choose to accept my apology or not I will in no way feel slighted nor wronged by you. You always treated me fairly but I abused and ruined our friendship and I am the only one responsible. Words cannot convey how deeply my sorrow and anguish is over my atrocious behavior and if it is deemed that I be outcast,then so be it. My most humble of apologies to all I verbally wronged, Dezdimona.