Just to make clear I'm not looking for help with anything I just want to write about my experience. As all of you may know in one way or another problem when modding Skyrim is going to happen, I have modded my Skyrim from 2014. and played vanilla since the start of 2012, in all those years I have to say I had the best time till 2015, where I had no idea how modding works and how to manage load order and plugins, My mods worked perfectly, no CTD and no bugs, I guess I was too dumb with soo much luck on my hands soo i had it going for a while , last 3 years of modding Skyrim I had some ups and downs, CTD or some memory problem, mods doing weird stuff and not working ( at that time I had okay skills in modding game) and i could go with about 150-200 mods no problem and make them work, today i gave up on Skyrim, It took me 6 days of headache and back pain to make my game run with 70 mods, nothing strange i had that mod list last year with +100 mods or soo, and i just could not make it work, i would go in this godforsaken game (that we all love) play for 15 min and i get this CTD that i have no fix for, i did all in my power, and i guess it took the better of me, No matter how hard you try,clean,fix and care about this game, it is on one way or another and with happy smile F* you in the hole, after 4 days of trying i modded minecraft for a little bit just to take my mind of Skyrim, but guess who came back, The FNIS no working as it should, took me 1 day to find the problem, then i found out that FNIS does not work with MO2 for some reason, and to be honest i dont care why i made the backup downloaded MO1 and got all back in order in no time, These things get me going, these small problems with mods and downloading them over and over and over again, that was never problem for me as a player who wants more out of the game, but game just being jerk i guess they made a masterpeace.