AnnaMary

I feel an oppressive hurt in empty hole of my chest from left...

You long ago took my cracked heart into Your hands...and You can use him for further life, instead of Your own - broken - heart...I will do not mind, my Sun...

I shock You, overwhelms, frightes... My personal nature is not acceptable for You - since I opened to You my soul... Even if afterwards I pretty could to change myself - only for You...

Nonetheless, namely You I searched first 25 years of life, dreamed, drew in my imagination... Namely You are for me genuine Sun in human shape - for sake of meeting with which I lived out to 2013 year... I will be love You across a million years after.

Maybe - somewhere in another life...or in the Heavenly Kingdom some time will be our blissful meeting... Let God will always protect You and Your love.

I just leave it here.