[HELP] Characters blocks with torch instead of holding it up

[umbrellamod]

Either i changed the game with mods or i forgot how the controls work (on pc).
Holding right mouse should make my character hold up the torch to spread light, instead he blocks enemy attacks (blocking).
What are the controls to hold the torch up instead of blocking?

[HeyYou]

Is the torch held in the left hand? Or right? I don't recall being able to hold the torch up higher..... Could be just one of those things I just never knew.....

[umbrellamod]

Torch is held in the left hand.
Holding the torch higher worked before for me, i don't know if it's a base game function that has been broken by a mod or it's a function provided by a mod, or i just forgot the controls for doing so.