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Illiad86

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Merry Christmas to you all. :biggrin: Few days early I know, but the days ahead are filled with baking all day haha. Going to make cream puffs, cookies, cheesecakes, turkey, stuffing, all that good stuff :).

 

Have fun and get lots of goodies :)

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Christmas time around my family is actually the worst time of the year. The most stress, arguements, fights, near punching eachother if not already. Hate is in the air. The gifts are the worst part. THEY BUY EM! We are in no financial position to be doing anything such as this yet they try to buy as much as their bank allows. Which stresses a realist like me out. (okay ya I'm a pessimist but STILL) I'm realistically pessimistic. Anyways. They ask me "what do you want" I simply say "faygo and facepaint". Which is like 5 or 6 bucks, and TRULY that is really all i want. I am not a materialistic person, never have been. Sure there are things i would love to have, but i seriously do not care. So long as I have at least one filled lighter, a cigarette handy, and 2 unbroken knives with a nice little half filled flask for those "emergency stress situations: Please stay 50 feet away until alcohol is consumed. For your own safety, please keep all hands and feet running the other way until inebriated." type of occasions. Plus a book to read. If I got all that, I'm happy. Truly... happy. If they start buyin all they can and end up with some weird game console (ps 2 for my Bday... theres a good 100$ that coulda gone to PG&E bill) or another, it just depresses me. All they can complain about is how "Our house is too cluttered, I wish I had this, I wish I had that, I just spent 2,000 dollars on a big screen TV with the last check our great grandmother gave us before dieing that coulda gone to bills to stabilize us and get us a little outa dept but I still wish I had this and that and this and that. A bunch of complainers who SERIOUSLY do not know how to be happy with what they DO have, such as, a FLIPPIN roof over their heads, for one. Hell, I'm freakin thankin god every day for the computer I have to even tell yall this! Anyways. That and a whole hell of a lot more crap that goes on that starts to get too violent for these forums :D (The fun stuff) christmas time is a time of dread for me. It's actually a time of year I have to lock up my pills and various weapons so their "out of sight out of mind". Pop some pill once an hour that acts as either a sedative or anti depressant, (Codeine leftover from my time as a cripple earlier.. umm.. last year? is what I gots this christmas) chain smoke until I get emphysema overnight, and wear ear plugs all day. The only thing that get's me through it. Family turns me flippin borderline emo status whenever there is more than 3 of em within a 10 mile radius at one time. I thought my household was dysfunctional enough, PFFFT, wait till my household gets together with another to "celebrate" some crappy holiday. Lucky as hell there was booze this thanksgiving open for intoxication and delusion so we didn't have to realize who the hell it was we were talking to..

 

Happy holidays! If I let slip a profane vulgarity, please let me know. I'll edit it out. I tried to replace my wording with PG acceptable.

 

Be well, sleep well, fight well, live until you don't.

~Ranokoa

 

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