rbrophy2 Posted December 25, 2009 Share Posted December 25, 2009 Happened a couple months back had a dream last night man coulda swore it was real looking back really wish it was real just hit me now man how short life is... so short it just feels aint worth going through... all the pain aint none but one way out and ive been there dont wannai back on that road i just dont wanna go on anymore Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ranokoa Posted December 25, 2009 Share Posted December 25, 2009 I can completely understand how it is to loose someone, especially how it is to not really allow it to affect you and then one day BAM swarming with emotion suppressed for such a long time that by the time it finally was able to leak just a little bit out the whole container forcing it dormant just explodes into an uncontrollable frenzy. I have lost a lot of people in my life, and have had many detrimental things go on that sometimes feel worse than loss of a loved one. I have had family do things that was so terribly unthinkable and horrifically and morally just evil to the point I'd rather have had them die the way I knew them than have to know I am related to someone who... anyways. If you need someone to chat with, to talk with, to listen or to hear from, someone to console you through this hard time and to allow all the feeling to just ventilate with all the expletives you want to throw out and just get it out there I am always here man. Just give me a PM. MSN, email, hell, ventrilo even. I don't and won't judge, and I completely understand the hardships. I may not know exactly how or what or why things are the way they are or how deeply it affects you, but trust me, from someone who has been there, it is one hell of a lot more comforting to talk to someone who at the very least has a vague understanding rather than someone who really just can not imagine. Be well, sleep well, fight well, live long my friend.~Ranokoa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
species5478 Posted December 25, 2009 Share Posted December 25, 2009 When I was a child, I had a dream that I was asked by some entity whether or not I would prefer my mother, or father to live. I said mother and a few days later, my father passed away. It was the strangest coincidence but one that made me really reflect on the meaning of life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ranokoa Posted December 25, 2009 Share Posted December 25, 2009 When I was a child I wanted to have a lolipop. When I dreamt the next night, an entity asked me what color my underwear was. I said "superman", the next day, chuck norris murdered my family because it wasn't chuck norris underwear. I was then sodomized by a deranged paper bag, somehow, and then I woke up to find out it was all just a dream. It was actually superman who murdered my family for wearing chuck norris underwear and I woke up screaming "Plastic, PLASTIC! NOT PAPER!" but it was too late..... what did I just type??! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ShadowTek Posted December 25, 2009 Share Posted December 25, 2009 Im very sorry for your loss :( Unfourtunatly My mother has cancer and is on deaths door, so I understand your loss.. So I fear soon I shall feel as you do :( Best wishes to you in this hard time my friend :( ST Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ranokoa Posted December 25, 2009 Share Posted December 25, 2009 what a cheery conversation for this day of days.. Loss and hurt is everywhere for everyone, disappointment is impossible to avoid and terrible pain terribly hard to endure. For all those whom have troubles in life with their family, their friends, their lives in general I wish you all a comfortable closure and a blissful time to remember and enjoy while you can until all you have is the memories. Let your memories be of fond ones, and if ever you find yourself thinking of the past that should never have transpired, let you remember how it was, how it affected your life, and happy and glad you are for knowing who you knew while they were still alive. Let them live forever in your hearts and minds, never forget. Be well, sleep well, fight well, live long.~Ranokoa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dezdimona Posted December 26, 2009 Share Posted December 26, 2009 my sympathies to those who have lost and who have someone close to death. Life is not always fair and sometimes you wonder why someone was taken from you. Live each day as if it is your last,hug and kiss your family everyday,try to be kind to them and your friends for you never know when they may be taken from you. I too have lost family,I know the pain,the heartache and the tears sometimes never completely go away.But always try to remember the good times together for those memories will far outshine the sad ones. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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