Death in the family and crap.

[ZippyDSMlee]

For any who care my grandmother passed away, I been living with my grandmother and her sister since my parents away in 05, her sister passed away 2 years ago both died at 98. I was already bottomed out from burn out working on my mods and writing projects, so it did not hit me so hard. I cycle in and out of depressive cycles. Still tho I am at a loss of things. I got Fallout 4 a week or so befor, still playing it, as shallow and easy as it is I can kill alot of time exploring and making towers of turret death!!!

[Lisnpuppy]

I am very sorry for your loss Zippy. Nothing I say can make it better. Only time can do that and it does get better.

 

If you are depressed I would suggest you not keep it to yourself or just kill supermutants (as fun as that may be.) Go talk to someone that can help you. If you don't have health insurance or a financial way to pay for it, then go to the local Division of Health and Human Resources (or whatever it is called in your area) and get help or call a local therapist and they should be able to connect you to people that do this for free or sliding scale based on income.

 

I have been to get some help many times. There is no loss in pride. Sometimes asking for a bit of help, even if it is just having someone listen is the bravest thing you can do.

 

I hope that you can remain strong. Again my condolences to you for your loss.

[Dilvish]

Yeah it's tough loosing those you care about. Hang in there and remember the good times you had together. The pain will recede with time. Talk to your current friends and meet a therapist if you are still depressed. I've had to do that several times in my life. There are lots of friends out there if you look for them.