Demons

[FalseEmperor]

No such thing as mental nor illness nor physics nor chakra(s) nor higher nor lower 'self(ves)' no such thing as truth nor fact(s) nor reality(ies) no such thing as hope(s) nor dream(s) nor nightmare(s) nor war(s) nor peace(s) nor commas, nor perido(s)'.

[FalseEmperor]

No such thing as the internet nor _______________________________________.

[Bloodlord739]

No such thing as the internet nor _______________________________________.

 

FalseEmperor You need some serious help dude. Only without God without faith does life become meaningless. If I was an atheist I would surely have killed myself by now. It is HE who gives us strength and purpose. Without the Almighty we are nothing!

 

May God show you the light dear poor soul.

[Mudran]

Sadly there are many people in age of your mother acting strangely. A lot of people couldn't dealt with problems in their life and it is getting on them. It is quite often that young people have to move from their families because of that. But somehow it can make them stronger. When I compare them to people who had happy family, some of them didn't grow up - they didn't have to, some of them are still with their parents and so on.

So if you are 20, you are not a prisoner and it is hard to leave, but I think it is better to get a job (like your brother) and move out. I don't know you, I don't know how it will turn out, but you cannot change it and it can drag you down - obviously you have strong family - travelling together and so on, also who know what kind of messed up people you can meet in some job, but the life is too short for this - my thinking.

And sorry that this is not the right place for sharing problems - obviously(like the spammer), but what ever - you asked, so here is my opinion :smile:.

And after moving out, you can start some course, study, just follow your dream, hopefully not a crazy one, so you would be chasing something which would take a lot of time and it would be just waste, just it is good to know what do you want, what can you achieve and just go for it. And you can always visit them back and help them.

Because I think you are right - this will never change - but if you can live and be OK, maybe they can see it - big maybe. Well, some people were never able to fix their relationships with their parents, because it was hurting them too much. so I hope you will be OK.

 

EDIT:

I keep forgetting there is your passport problem. I have no experience in this, so I don't know how to deal with it - but if the passport is from Netherland - I still cannot think about anything else what could help you - it is strange to call police on your family and you cannot work without it. But if you was born in Kuwait - how hard would be to get their id card?

Or maybe try again answer them and explain them that situation - it is more complicated, because it is because of your family - I guess they miss some rule for that case :tongue:

Edited June 15, 2018 by Mudran