Bloodlord739 Posted March 30, 2018 Share Posted March 30, 2018 So we all have are demons. And I don't really have anyone to talk to about this and so why not share it with the NM forums so that I at least don't feel completely alone. My demons are not my own. My demons are my Family. They are..... Extremely. absolutely and completely unbelievable. I know that this might be a naive thing to say, but i'll say it anyways. I don't believe a SINGLE person lives the way that I do. How do I live you ask?? Well I don't. At least not in the way a human being would consider living. Me and my siblings are virtually imprisoned permanently in are home even though we have committed no crime (they don't care about it. I on the other hand do). We are also not allowed to have FRIENDS.We are not allowed to go out fall in love and get MARRIED. Or have children for that matter. Or interact with other human beings in general, except for the occasional grocery shopping. Or when my sisters are sent to beg, borrow or STEAL from people and places even though they don't have too! We are not allowed to work or have jobs of any kind.Only my brother is working alone to pay rent. Even though the "PERSON" responsible for my messed up life attacks him at every opportunity. (While he ain't perfect, we would be homeless without him) And I and 2 other siblings were forced to leave school at ages 9(me) 7(little sister) and 14(older sister) and practically have not had any formal education since then. (I self educated my self as much as possible because I believe education is vital.) And most of our passports have been either forcefully taken from us (in my case) or destroyed (in the case of my sisters). We all have VISA overstaying fines because of that! And there is no way out. Me and my older brother are the only ones that believe this way of life is wrong (if you can even call it that).And yet my sisters all believe that this is a NORMAL way to live!!I mean sure they cry and wine about it sometimes but are they willing to do anything about it? No they aren't. All they do is pour fuel on the fire of the "PERSON'S" delusion and help the "PERSON" attack my brother. And whilst I definitely understand there fear (the "PERSON" is truly terrifying) giving in is NOT the answer. Why is the "PERSON" doing all this to me and them? Well why else do people do bad things? Insanity, paranoia and delusion... I have spent most of my life in this bleak existence. I have lost almost all hope... I have been suffering with this on my chest for a long long time so writing this has been very cathartic. I thank anyone who has read this for taking the time too. And may you all always have the rights to Life and Freedom and Happiness.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HeyYou Posted April 1, 2018 Share Posted April 1, 2018 What country are you currently living in? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bloodlord739 Posted April 2, 2018 Author Share Posted April 2, 2018 What country are you currently living in?Kuwait why? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HeyYou Posted April 2, 2018 Share Posted April 2, 2018 What country are you currently living in?Kuwait why? If you were in the states, there are actually resources for folks in your position.... No clue about Kuwait though...... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bloodlord739 Posted April 3, 2018 Author Share Posted April 3, 2018 What country are you currently living in?Kuwait why? If you were in the states, there are actually resources for folks in your position.... No clue about Kuwait though...... Ya.... I wish I was in the states, or anywhere else but here really. The natives here don't care about anyone but themselves. And the fact that none of them understand english doesnt help either. If you want to help the best thing you can do is send a prayer my way! Or just wish me luck! (ALOT OF IT) Have a nice day! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rasikko Posted April 3, 2018 Share Posted April 3, 2018 Sounds like PERSON is a narcissist. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HeyYou Posted April 3, 2018 Share Posted April 3, 2018 Lots of luck to you.... Are you trying to escape? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FalseEmperor Posted April 12, 2018 Share Posted April 12, 2018 soul-healer.com None of this is your fault, their fault etc. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mudran Posted April 17, 2018 Share Posted April 17, 2018 Did you move to Kuwait from somewhere? It sounds like kidnap or something, you could contact some embassy of the previous country. Or trying to escape as imigrants to some other country. Or in some countries they have some help phone line for such cases. But this sounds really bad. I will try to pray for you I hope it will help somehow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bloodlord739 Posted April 18, 2018 Author Share Posted April 18, 2018 Sounds like PERSON is a narcissist.Indeed the very definition of narcissist and on top of that an extreme god complex. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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