Thanks Tidus44 for the sites, i have been looking for something like that and definitly will use them. bben46 i think too that i got the stroke because of my heart, since the doctors didnt find anything structual wrong with my brain. I too have blood thinners, those really expensive ones with a neddle, i will soon move on to cheaper pills. Im 34 and have to live with this for the rest of my life, im not angry but i hope i get to live a long life, it just sucks that it means that i have to quit smoking and get in better shape, but life is worth it.......and also games :facepalm: