Ranokoa

Please lock this thread. Someone made me lose my taste for what people think about my mods, or anything at all about modding. My mods are now going to be set to hidden till a time I forget people try to turn my attempts at helping into an issue.

Haha. It's just a very slight edit of the original torture mod. Only difference is I replaced the half naked women (or men depending on version.) with the Adoring Fan for people who want to torture but without any sexual connotations.

If you've seen this elsewhere before and remember where from, I implore you to not mention the website at all. As the yellow text states, the origins are absolutely inappropriate for this forum. More specifically, pertaining to real life gore which may sicken and damage certain persons. Normally I wouldn't state what kind of site, but in hindsight, even with vague descriptions, it may be a requirement to understand the severity of the origins and reasons why not to mention it, rather than just appreciate the hilariousness of it.... dear god.. I kinda wanna read it again.. but... I think I'd vomit my ale before it is metabolized from extreme laughing... Must.. resist... Purge.. I mean urge...

Although this is more of a question for those who are familiar with my modding, my modding style, concepts and maybe even those who are privy to my unreleased mods, I welcome any and all comments from those who have used or heard of extensively enough to know the main idea of any of my mods. While I do enjoy the feedback from the general downloader, it means more to me from fellow authors. To those who care enough to post, or aren't lethargic like me, and have said prior understanding of my mods, in general, what do you think of my mods? Not so much as myself as a modder, although that feedback does help too, I am trying to better myself with the opinions of those who actually know what they're talking about. IE: Someone who mods. In the standpoint of modding, not just specific mods and their purposes, but as the concept, the achievement and success of intention, and your opinions of my approach. I do not mind if you talk about only one specific mod as I know most of my mods are very specific to who they cater to, and not all of my mods fit the same category that one person may like. I am less interested in feedback from my fallout3 mods, as the number may suggest compared to my Oblivion mods, I do not mod Fallout3 very much or have much interest in doing so. Not to say I don't have future plans for awesome fallout3 mods. So, if anyone is interested in giving me feedback from both bias and unbias standpoints from someone who does mod, whether my forte` is worlds away from your own tastes or not, it would mean quite a bit to me to get some feedback. I will even accept feedback from those who simply read the description but not download the mod itself. The one thing I ask of people, aside from knowing my mods with at least a little foresight, is that if you are using only one mod as a base for your opinions, to please be specific about that one mod that your opinions of my modding come from. If you have downloaded several of my mods, please be specific to that too. I want to know as much detail as where you came to that conclusion from as possible in order to pinpoint the parts I may either need to work on, or leave be. The feedback can be either from specific things in my mods you have noticed, to just the way I generally handle things or my own unique style (Although my modding style is hard to actually accurately see unless you are privy to those unreleased mods of mine. There isn't a large number of people who are knowledgeable about my "big mods" as I am very protective of my concepts and ideas, but there is an adequate enough number of people who I believe will frequent these new sections as I will.) I will take any criticism, whether cruel or blissful, so long as the blissfulness doesn't make me feel like there's a nose on my rear and the cruelness isn't trollish. If it is cruel, please specify it is opinionated and not just a harsh, rash judgment from a very inside the box perspective. Be well, sleep well, fight well, live long. ~Ranokoa Thank you to anyone who read this far, and more thanks to those who will post. It is my wish to better my modding, as quite honestly it has been some time since I've opened up the CS.... Life gets in the way, even when it seems that there is an open space to drive right through, sometimes it's a mirage.

After reading this with a large break of time between the last time and this time I nearly threw up, passed out from hyperventilation and couldn't stop laughing. Thank god the chat was about cats, I needed that laugh.

Unfortunately Dwan Joe remembered his appointment at the "Torture Therapy" class and ciuld not eat his treat.

Ah. Cool. Cause I couldn't even write a new one for myself. Had to use this and revise it for my own purposes. Lol.

Please don't request a love poem though, if that's what your idea was. It takes me so gosh darned long to write, and I get zero enjoyment. Especially since those melancholic shrouds are yet again over my world, so I am most definitely in no mood for them either in a creative stance. Thanks though, lol.

This poem is unfinished as far as I am concerned. Although it is out of my comfort zone, and creative nature, I still would like to feel as though it is complete. The feeling I get of unfinished business here is not so much from a need for more, but maybe a need for revision. More accurately, because it is out of my comfort zone, I feel I have yet to do it justice. Here is my "so far" revision. I am unfortunately in a sober state of mind, which is alien to every poem I have written. Having my stocks and cabinets run dry it may be some time before I actually can do it justice. Be well, sleep well, fight well, live long. ~Ranokoa PS: This is the official announcement of the laptop having been repaired!

Afterwards the metalic lump popped open like a pineapple zit, exposing a freshly baked living baby chicken.

Well... I am obviously not averted to meat due to animal loving reasons... And I do have a major lack of iron. So... I guess I am half your girlfriend. And not the girl half, the (I am slightly not smart for not doing a giant necessity that is easier than disarming a nuclear bomb made out of candle wax and pig fat... Half) tell yOur GF that i said if she makes the easy healthy decision, I will too. :)

It is not a bad word. And there are certain times when I can enjoy meat, but so very rarely when it is just a slab of meat. I am no vegetarian but since I was apparently able to talk I never really liked it. If it is in something I might like it. Honestly the only reason I eat meat is because I like knowing something previously alive is now dead and beingbtorn to shreds with my razor teeth. Sometimes just to get it down I pretend I am biting into a living animal with violence. But I just love the pure taste of veggies.

- .8 lbs @CC: Ewwww

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The game is simple. I start it off with one sentence to introduce the first character, and anyone who wants to continue it just writes a single sentence that makes it increasingly ridiculous and funny. Dwan Joe, the local dead-human flesh vendor, woke up today with a weird and painful lump on his forehead that oddly felt metalic.

I try to keep it from starve mode, but I have never had a good source of protein. I love veggies too much and dislike meat but at the same time I do not buy the food. I have been used to not eating, ironically, for years. And as unhealthy as this all is, it's healthier than maintaining my previos course of life. The weight does kind of melt at a scary pace for just a diet.... But at 200 my diet will adjust for protein as I go back to a gym. I also can't keep any of my freakin' pants on for more than five bloody steps. The dramatic change is necessary, however. And I must say this is one of the healthiest "retarded" diets there are. Equivellant to fasting with concentrated healthy liquids, just for a retarded amount of time.

Also - 1.8 lbs today. And my iphone won't let me edit typos often so... Sorry for any hard to understand posts.

It feels like almost two weeks since I started getting very ill. Someone had a bug ajd I have barely an immune system. Got to the point I had to go to the doctor a few times. While I was there I killed two birds with one stone and got Lunesta for my insomnia, which makes water taste like a mixture of rust, dried spit and evil pork souls no matter the time of day. The the mountain dew. I already drink lots of water, and all my life I have preferred raw veggies over sweets and meat. Lifestyle changes will be easy to make. Also my stomach has to have shrunk, I used to be able to fit a whole pizza. Now half a can of soup overfills me (sick food) and I simply do not have the cravings I used to. Someone got me some ice cream for my throat well over a week ago. Used to past me a day, now it is not even half empty and I simply don't care to have any. I am not avoiding exercise, just as a very heavy.... Heavy smoker, I have little endurance. So at 200 lbs I have planned to start regular exercise, until then I am slowly cutting back on smoking. Also even before getting sick I no longer feel hunger. Qweezy at times, nausea at others but not hunger. When I get better I will drop the mountain dew, till then it is almost all I can get down muh throat. But ya this is still a retarded diet.

About a month and a half or less or so I started my V8 and mountain dew diet. Starting at 270 pounds, I have since lost an average of one pound per day and ten a week. I have so far lost 40 pounds and am at 230 currently. I'm also going to occasionally update my weight loss here. My whole life I've been moderately overweight, but much more so in recent years. I will stop dieting when I am Of average width, and implore all in similar circumstances to not do something as freakin' retarded as maintaining a very prolonged V8 and mountain dew diet like I am. If you do you are seriously risking your health. For me, however, apathy overrides the retardation due to psychological reasons, so don't retardedly follow my retarded diet. One bottle of mountain dew lasts me 2 days or so. V8 can last me from one day to a week depending on my declining health and rapidly declining appetite. Wish my unfattening fat ass luck in my retarded journey! Be well, sleep well, fight well, live long. ~Ranokoa