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I second that! I've been hoping someone would make a journal mod too so I check back every once in a while, but for the meantime, I made a private one on blogger and designed the blog to look like it's inside the pip-boy. I use my android/tablet to make entries while in game on my desktop.

I second that.

Condolences from a stranger, I'm very sorry for your loss. I've also lost my grandpa from my father's side earlier this year. What i'm about to express is something my grandmother told me shortly after his death. It's so often that we always regret something once it's too late but decisions are constantly part of life and every decision you've made thus far is what makes you the person you are now and feeling regret won't change your past but your feelings of regret can affect your future. You have to realize that we have regrets because we don't know how the decisions we make now will affect the future and we ultimately have no control over it, just that the decisions we make are always with the present in mind. If you were in his shoes, would you want your grandchild to live their entire life feeling guilt for something they have no control over? I think the most important thing is that you were there for him at the last moment and that you held him so dear in your heart is enough for him, the fact that he was loved and remembered is more important than your lack of visit because old people know that young people have places to be and things to do and have reasons they can't visit because they were once young themselves and have probably not visited their own grandparents when they were young, it's not uncommon, this happens to everyone, we all don't visit our elderly's enough because we don't always think about them passing so soon. When you're a grandparent one day and your grandkids don't visit you enough, you'll remember yourself when you were young and understand and love them unconditionally just like your grandpa understood and love you unconditionally. These words might not mean much to you now because the wound is still fresh and you're in mourning, so only time will make sense of things. Crying is pain leaving the body so cry until you feel lighter. Remember that your grandpa still lives in your heart, don't dwell too long on the moment of his passing, I don't think he would want to be remembered that way, remember the person he was, the things he had accomplished and that he lived a long natural life. I don't know what your beliefs are but I believe that death is not the end of a person and that his soul lives on. Perhaps I can refer you to some articles that'll explain what I mean. They are not religion-related articles and I myself am not of any religion, just spiritual. I hope these articles can give you some comfort if you believe in the afterlife. - http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2007/11/solid-evidence-for-existence-of-the-afterlife/ - http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/10/will-you-see-your-loved-ones-again/

http://www.nexusmods.com/skyrim/mods/36047/?

same thing happened to me and I don't have any MODS installed. how can I change brightness in an ini file instead of in-game? deleting "fGamma=xx" just changes it all back and it re-spawns in the SkyrimPrefs.ini ...

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