I want to kill my self

[Lehcar]

I've been sitting at rock bottom for so long. I now have to move into a goddamn group home for God knows how long, so thats how I know I couldn't possibly get any lower. I have to live with an alcoholic, my father's married to another woman now so he has no time for me, I have no friends, everyone treats me like crap, I'm not allowed to go to school, I'm barred from getting a job because I can't get a lousy social insurance number, and my life just sucks and no one will do **** all to help me and there is nothing I can do to change my situation. I just sit here every day rotting as my life is just slipping away.

 

I'm so miserable it's unreal, something that even this bottle of pills can't fix. I almost always feel so lost and alone and unhappy and hopeless, I have no desire whatsoever to continue living, I have nothing and no one to live for or look forward to in life, everyone is turned against me and determined to increase my misery as much as possible, I just want it all to be over. I just want to kill myself.

 

"Think she'll kill herself now?" the motherf*cker said... well, motherf*cker, I haven't yet, but I'm still seriously considering it. That must make you happy.

 

I want to be dead so no one can hurt me anymore. I want to be free of this misery. I have no will to live and I just want to die.

[grannywils]

Wow. I hope you're not really feeling as badly as you sound. If you are, you need to call a help line right away. By the way, I grew up in group homes and foster homes, and managed to survive just fine. Actually makes you stronger. Hang in there. There is always someone who cares.

[Retribution]

Call these numbers for help.

 

1-800-784-2433

 

1-800-273-8255

[Dark0ne]

No offense but this is an internet forum about video games. There are lots of places you can go to for help if you need it but really these forums can't offer you the help you need. Locking this thread to avoid drama.