She is the one

[Alkser]

This is something I wrote on my language few days ago for someone special. So I decided to translate it on English (I know it's not perfect and it probably has grammatical mistakes) and share it with you guys, so here it goes.

 

I continued to move on, not knowing why. Asking myself why? Why do I go on? Cause of what? For what is worth to fight for? I never had answers on these questions. Nobody could respond, what is the point of living. They keep being quiet. I hate silence, but I love to be in it. Strange they would say it. I looked for a sing, for a message. I looked for an answer from Him. I didn't get one.

 

Then she came. She. She, who enlightens me.She who maybe is answer on all of my questions. She who unknowingly helps me. She is..different.

 

She was good in everything. She had an amazing smile. She was happy. Or at least I thought so. She was so good. Or that's what I thought as well. She's mostly impatient. And she's so curious. She..makes you feel loved.

 

Ever since She came, it changed. I changed. And the way of life. Since she's here, things are different. It's not like it was before. I started to get answers. Is that the message I always wanted? Is She the answer on all my questions? Did She come from Him?

 

More and more time, I have spent with her. Doing nothing but talk with her. She's different. And I felt so much more different being with her, than with someone else. That's something words cannot explain. Did I start..to change again? But this time in a different, better person? She laughs when it's the hardest. When I don't want to smile, she makes me to smile. She doesn't know it but I do. It's not the same. Things won't be the same without her. But she will leave..if she leaves..but eventually she will. Why? I don't know. Pessimistic thoughts that I had came back.

 

She's so wonderful. She's beautiful as well. When she's here things are automatically different. Sadness vanishes, there cannot be depression, just..just happiness. Just laughter. Is she an angel sent from There from Him, himself? I told myself "Do it". I told her. Actually, we said a lot of things to each other. 7. 7 days passed since then. Since what? I myself, do not know. In these 7 days, I never felt better. And it started. I started to change. He, my friend, noticed it. He wants for me, all the best. He believes that She's the one. I believe so too. But what is stopping me? Fear? Feelings? After all..how can I know those are feelings? Because I feel it? I don't know.

 

I gave her a sign. I still give her signs. Messages, Indirectly I showed her. She didn't get it, or at least it looked like that. She didn't answer. She never, gave me an answer on that. We, never talked about it again. I still do not know her answer. Confusion, from her side, I cannot understand. We forgot about that. That night, was one of the better ones. Time..time..like it stopped. It was.. unexplainable. I felt so many things back then. Those hours. So many things, passed through me that night. I thought. I thought..I made it. I did it. But apparently not. I lied on the bed, thinking about her. Still. Then, to answers I came.

 

She is the one. She is. She is the reason I go on she's the reason why I want to move on. She's the answer on "Why". She's the answer on "Because of what". She is the reason worth fighting for. She is the one. She's my point of life. She is my cure, my drug. She's my first and last thought in the day.

[Maharg67]

I liked it and if there is mistranslation it somehow made it just more exotic for me. The feelings were made to feel very clear and poignant. The relationship is one of longing, happiness but also of questioning, perhaps uncertainty. Very excellent!!! :thumbsup: :thumbsup: :thumbsup:

[Keanumoreira]

That, my friend, is the purest definition of love in its most innocent form. Ah, to experience such a feeling again. Makes me yearn for the fleeting memories and brings back old ones with such vibrant clarity. Wonderful! *Awaits more*. :thumbsup: