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htomsirveauxjr

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  1. I've already considered this. I disagree about there being any pedo mods on nexus. I'm not making nude body replacers for kids here. But yes anyways I'm considering leaving nexus due to a recent event so I don't think I'm going to release this.

     

    It seems like a very interesting idea... what happened to cause you to leave, if you don't mind me asking?

  2. I was Bill Cosby, admitted to a hospital due to severe drug use. I was trying to sign some paperwork at the hospital, but struggling. My dad, being a fan, wanted to get him (I was now me again) flowers, but he didn't know how.

     

    Later, I had a bunch of tooth whitening paste in my mouth, and trying to tell my friend to get me water to wash it out. Unable to speak, I run to a bus shelter full of people. Luckily, there was a pay phone inside of it. So I got some water from that! The coin retun was empty, but luckily the pay phone's ash tray had a spigot. I take a big swig, and with reckless abandon I spit to the left of the phone, soaking some woman and her little boy. I am, of course, all 'sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry', trying to wipe this kid off, but the mom finds this downright hilarious.

     

    Then it just muddles it's way from there. You know how it goes.

  3. Heres a list of things that will get you killed, if you mention in a positive or supportive light:

     

    piracy

    theft

    console modding

    a fallout 3 mod site which takes place below terra firma (or any other site that supports any of these listed)

    adult situations that involve children

    the people who maintain this site in a malicious manner

    swears

    adult subjects outside adult areas

     

    All this and more in the Terms of Service. Read it won't you?

  4. I noticed that you can be given SCRIPTURE, not a Bible or one of the Mormon holy books. It leaves the player open to interpret what the text may be. And Daniel basically says, 'enjoy it, or not'.

     

    However, if religion does annoy you, you might want to stick with Follows Chalk or have no companion at all. Waking Cloud prays for you. a lot.

  5. You see, the pits don't last forever. I mean, wait untill you have to do taxes.

     

    I have been urging the idea of counseling, and I really cant make you do anything. But you still need to tell your parents about this. Especially if you are hurting yourself. I might be wrong, but in doing that, you want to send a signal, yeah? Well, if they know about that, it should be a wakeup call that something is wrong. Just remember that it is a two way road. It is not all your fault, but you cannot shift all the blame to them. It will be something that you wil have to get through together. That, I do know.

    Leaving your parents in the dark will only confuse them more. And, if they are confused, you feel worse. I urge you to do the right thing, and the right thing is going to be damn uncomfortable. That, I do know.

    I'm not a parent. Frankly the idea scares me to death. Maybe that is how they feel, and they just cant cope or display it properly.

     

    Lastly, there is one thing that I don't expect you to answer now. That is, what do you want, or, what do you need from us? You have been talking, and we have been listening, but is there something more?

  6. We all lose somebody. Some people never had anybody to begin with. There does come a time when when two people let each other go, and while it hurts, you still remember the good times. And when you hurt, hurting yourself more does not fix anything. Now, more than ever, you need to seek some professional guidance. Hurting yourself won't make any situation better, so instead, try helping yourself. This thread is titled 'Help - please'. We can say what we want, but you are the only person who can do anything about it.
  7. Funny thing what a worst night can do.

    I had an evening like so, which the feeling didn't go away in the morning. When I see this little painful child, who liked to chide me over my awkwardness, or the fact my counselor wasn't doing his job good enough, or just kick me. Like her sister, she was. Expecting the worst from her, I desparately told her of the prior nights events, hoping that she would leave me be, in the state I was in. But she had empathy. She listened, and understood. We opened up to each other. She was no longer that painful child. I gained a new friend, she still is, and she grew up that day.

     

    That wasn't just some parable, that did happen. Bad stuff happens, but you can make something quite good out of it, and maybe help someone else, too.

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