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I cant watch guys in porn it turns my stomach...my gf agrees :tongue:

No it's not a disgusting feeling. It's like, a trauma, it just feels horribly wrong like someone tries to rip my chest open but without the pain.

It has something to do with straight things specifically, as strange as this may sound.

 

Most obvious explanation would be the constant kill the gays bulls*** in my school has traumatized me. Making me think that I should be straight, but because I'm not and I'm constantly being reminded by my peers that homosexuality is a disease and that homosexuals should be killed and tortured, maybe it's just a loop of me trying to be what they tell me to be but because I can't it gives me this, chest bursting feeling.

 

And I'm sorry if someone doesn't like what I'm talking about, if it bothers someone just tell and I'll stop. It's just that I never have the chance to talk about things like this openly because I'd be get beaten to death, and besides maybe there's someone who can help, like Naomi did.

Just like, tell me to stop and I'll stop I promise.

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I understand.

But there's nothing for me to be that jolly about. Maybe when you have a nice family that isn't on the brink of divorce, or friends you can talk to about anything and won't think of you like a monster, or a properly functioning brain at least. But right now, not really.

 

I miss my childhood.

 

Here's something upbeat:

 

 

Also, if anyone would like to talk to me via PM I would appreciate it a lot. You'd make me happy by just listening.

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My parents divorced AGES ago and it really wasn't a shock ;D I love PM'ing people. Tis very interesting to engage in phatic communication and general conversation :D

 

I must depart know! As I travel a whole hour...or more..to go to my mothers house. I bid you farewell. *fades into nothingness*

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