ResidentWeevil2077
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Chrome, Firefox is secondary.
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I'm sure in the end there will be a light at the end of the tunnel - you needn't throw in the towel just yet, but have faith, and you'll see what a little patience can do.
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I buy something that I can get my money's worth out of - something stylish but functional.
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Wow... I thank you for gracing us all with this little article Dezi love. I'll keep it in mind when I look for things in my love interests. ;)
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Not for long... bump! :D
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Girls with guns... could be pretty messy at certain times of the month... LOL
No kidding... I like my guns, but I certainly would hate to say the wrong thing at "that time of the month"... yikes :ohmy:
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I get frustrated over losing unsaved work on my computer if the power goes out. If I happen to lose something that isn't very important, I do tend to look for it - sometimes I'll find it when I least expect to. But if I lose a loved one, I shut down, become emotionless and detached from people, and keep myself locked away.
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@Herculine Alright, I will too.
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ban Herc for... I can't think of anything to ban her for :unsure:
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Fine...
Girl gamers are way lots betterer than everybody elses in the hole wide world!
There... back on topic now!
LMAO, you made my night Herc! ;D And I agree you all are. I think the gaming industry - and anywhere else where men have mainly dominated the workforce for centuries - is better off with women than with men. And I'll gladly work alongside women any day. :happy:
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You know, Rob, if you really want to post it but worry about banning, you could e-mail a copy to me, let me sprinkle some magic little fairy dust on it and then see how you feel about it.
Perhaps I shall then. I'll send what I have written so far, it's not much.
Two hearts and two machines,Two lovers with separate screens.
Electric links fill the space
So we may talk as face to face.
We share photos, clothed and not,
To make each other feel so hot.
A mouse it clicks, and then another;
Over keyboards fingers flutter.
Pulses race and fluids flow,
Passion in a monitor's glow.
Ecstasy found through the net
To reach a climax I'll not forget.
I'll yearn for more till next we link,
And of your pic is all I'll think.
You've won my heart, my cyber-lover,
And in your place I'll put no other.
Absolutely amazing artistry my dear. Your penmanship is exquisite, and highly arousing if I may be so honest. *wink*
And see? Not a single "dirty" word!
I'm utterly speechless... I've fallen madly in love with your writing and poetry. You deserve much more than the single kudos I gave you from before (unfortunately Dark0ne allows only one to be given per member...)
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Dezi, he might just be the one I'd fight you for!
But then, something can be said for sharing as well...
O.O Oh my... There's no need for fighting girls. Especially over me... I'm sure we can work something out...indeed sister,there is! :whistling::woot: A "game" party is starting! Girls vs Boys! But two against one... No chances for us on the paper boys... But with "positive focussing"... Let me coach you my friend! (Lol) :biggrin:
I welcome your insight my friend - I still have a lot to learn, I'm just a kid for crying out loud. :S
The deal is not to win, but to play the best we can... with esteem... and fun!
And we love to play! (This is still about video games, right?)
I think... yes.. no, wait I'm sooooo confuzzledededed @.@!!! I think this thread will be closed soon... we're getting way off topic... :ermm:
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You know, Rob, if you really want to post it but worry about banning, you could e-mail a copy to me, let me sprinkle some magic little fairy dust on it and then see how you feel about it.
Perhaps I shall then. I'll send what I have written so far, it's not much.
Two hearts and two machines,Two lovers with separate screens.
Electric links fill the space
So we may talk as face to face.
We share photos, clothed and not,
To make each other feel so hot.
A mouse it clicks, and then another;
Over keyboards fingers flutter.
Pulses race and fluids flow,
Passion in a monitor's glow.
Ecstasy found through the net
To reach a climax I'll not forget.
I'll yearn for more till next we link,
And of your pic is all I'll think.
You've won my heart, my cyber-lover,
And in your place I'll put no other.
Absolutely amazing artistry my dear. Your penmanship is exquisite, and highly arousing if I may be so honest. *wink*
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You're quite welcome Fifoo. The story is actually much longer than this, but at this point it is far more explicit than the forum rules would allow... If I can manage to tone it down then I shall post more. Until then... You'll have to make up your own story. *shrugs*
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Dezi, he might just be the one I'd fight you for!
But then, something can be said for sharing as well...
O.O Oh my... There's no need for fighting girls. Especially over me... I'm sure we can work something out...indeed sister,there is! :whistling::woot: A "game" party is starting! Girls vs Boys! But two against one... No chances for us on the paper boys... But with "positive focussing"... Let me coach you my friend! (Lol) :biggrin:
I welcome your insight my friend - I still have a lot to learn, I'm just a kid for crying out loud. :S
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Alright... You asked for it... If I get banned because of this, I'm blaming you Herc....
She was slowly taking off her sweater, and didn’t have anything underneath besides her bra. Her breasts jiggled a bit as she took her sweater off and lifted them up. She tossed her sweater aside and reached behind her back to her bra clasp, and unclipped her bra. I seen her breasts slightly droop as the support of her bra was no more, but they were still very firm from what I saw. I couldn’t help but notice her curves, and I also couldn’t help the fact I was getting very turned on.
She turned around and my jaw almost hit the floor - she had rather large areolas, which were a slightly darker shade to the rest of her skin, and pinkish-red [CENSORED], which were clearly standing out, probably from the coolness of the air. She looked up and for a second our eyes met each other, and there was a connection that I never felt before. It was as if time stood still, and the world around me was as nothing.
The moment was quickly dissipated as the flood of embarrassment washed over me and I felt my cheeks getting rather hot. I felt light-headed and didn’t know where to look other than away from Bethany. I hid my face for a couple minutes, trying to remove myself from the torrent of anxiety I felt - it was pure agonizing torment.
I peeked slightly across to Bethany’s window - she wasn’t there. I started panicking again. A flood of thoughts rushed through my brain at a million miles a second - where did she go? What did I do? Am I screwed over? But one thought persisted - did I really see Bethany, the girl next door - and the woman of my dreams - without a thing covering her upper body? Did I really see Bethany’s breasts???
I was in utter disbelief, and I wondered if this was only a futile dream. But then I seen Bethany shyly peek out toward me. For a moment I was gratefully relieved, yet utterly frightened about what inevitably will come next - the reaction to her discovery of me being a peeping tom…
This is the absolute last part of the story I'm posting - content is highly explicit for the forum and I won't risk being banned. Sorry...
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a man with aheart and not ashamed to hide his feelings.Thats a man... are you taken by any chance? :whistling:
*blush* I have feelings like everyone else, why hide them from people?
And to answer your question... well, um... yes and no.
Dezi, he might just be the one I'd fight you for!
But then, something can be said for sharing as well...
O.O Oh my... There's no need for fighting girls. Especially over me... I'm sure we can work something out...
This is true. There can not be progression without inequality.Personnaly, I wouldn't said that, as inequality is not ethically the finality of it. Inequality in general meaning leads to conflicts and then we are telling about quite the contrary: regression.
In all domains of thought or existential facts, an evolution may be real when differences are the amplification factor which strives for new ideas. Change in ideas, development, evolution make humankind progress.
Yeah... I realize now that I should have worded that differently. It should have been "without differences."
Inequality does indeed lead to regression. It is difference that is important. Everyone should be equal, but different.
Unfortunately, most girls nowadays see videogames and say, "Boring. Let's talk about something else, like fashion."
Now, while this may sound sexist, it is unfortunately true. Heck, just the other day in school, a girl in front of me was talking with her boyfriend, and he brought up the subject of Pikmen. She was listening intently, until the words, "It's a video game" were uttered. She immediately said, "Ugh! Why is it that guys always talk about video games?" She then turned to her friend and started talking about fashion and clothes.
That ^ is the stereotype that needs no be gotten rid of. To put it in simpler terms:
Video Games + Boys = Awesome --> Video Games + Girls = Boring (the latter one needs to be fixed).
However, this does not mean that all girls NEED to like video games. I know several guys that don't like video games. It all depends on how you are raised, and how the popular media affects you.
This sounds like a case where the guy and girl are polar opposites - I don't know what the entire "opposites attract" thing is all about, but I wouldn't be with someone who liked everything I didn't. You're bound for constant conflict, which is definitely NOT healthy...
I like that women are getting more into games now than ever before. It shouldn't be a gender-related issue as it's always been.
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a man with aheart and not ashamed to hide his feelings.Thats a man... are you taken by any chance? :whistling:
*blush* I have feelings like everyone else, why hide them from people?
And to answer your question... well, um... yes and no.
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Well said, Rob. You're a true gamer!
Since I started this topic I just wanted to take a quick second to thank EVERYONE for participating and expressing their opinions here.
:thanks:
I didn't do anything except state what is, nothing more. You my dear sweet friend are the REAL gamer. ^^ So thank you. :thanks:
I play games because it's fun - I would much rather have fun than to always have to be the winner.short,sweet and to the point Kudos' for you
This is personal belief as much as it is learned behaviour. You deserve kudos more than I do Dezi - I've rightly given you kudos, so thank you so much. :D
I play games because it's fun - I would much rather have fun than to always have to be the winner.short,sweet and to the point Kudos' for you
And now rob_b, you're entering in my friends list. This is for what games are intended to be. Kudos too. :thumbsup:
You deserve kudos more than I do Fifoo.
This person you speak of... he sounds extremely insecure and quite immature. I should know as my girlfriend's online brother treated her in this manner, except it was over his love for her of all things...Anyway, this is very disgusting behaviour. It sickens me to hear when some stupid d!ck treats people like poo just because they don't give him the attention he apparently "deserves". And this behaviour seems to arise even more aggressively towards women than men - especially if the individual expresses interest in the woman (this is referring to a heterosexual male - I've known women to treat other women this way if they are bisexual/lesbian). This causes pointless drama, and needless stress. All you can do is block them and hope they don't hound you from a different email address. And if they know where you live, you better hope they don't stalk you...
I don't believe, without a shred of doubt, that girl gamers are more sensitive - it's apparent male gamers tend to take things WAY too seriously. As I stated before, I play games because it's fun - I would much rather have fun than to always have to be the winner. I don't have an ego to maintain, and anyone who knows me well enough can vouch for that.
And I'm sure you're smile is pretty Kitten :] Keep posting and soon you can change your title to something of your liking ^^
You have squarely hit upon the troubling aspect of this. For, though I have blocked several people for the very same reasons, each one slightly diminishes the hope of finding gamers who merely wish to play and treat each other with respect. It's as though that medium is meant to be a quagmire of low behaviour. I absolutely agree with your sentiment that winning doesn't have to serve as sole or primary reason for having played.
I'm a former tournament badminton player & coach (among other sports). It can often happen that recreational or lesser skilled club players, thinking their level too low to hold my interest, will shy away. And, you know, those are the matches that can mean a great deal to me. By playing together, and possibly even losing to them, we remain colleagues in sport. Fun and shared experiences being the order of the day rather than just keeping to one's clique. You know, in truth, badminton players tend to be social and accepting of how a match may go. We may start a match as complete strangers and yet by its end, leave the court as friends. This to me..gosh..I'm welling up..but this is of so much more value than mere victory. I am able and can win. I have earned my level and know this. But, can I earn your friendship. This is becoming a ramble..but as I am already on badminton, I hope the members here will forgive a tiny deviation.
During the years when I used to play at my old university gym, among the more recreational players was a fellow who was really challenged. He tended to play men's doubles and often would be defeated by other teams. Aside from being of cheerful disposition, open to well meaning suggestion or tips, there was something other about this man. At some point during the evening he would try to return a smash while performing a cartwheel. Umm, yep. That's not badminton and the chances of such a stroke working were next to nil. The years went by and he perservered with his unique shot attempt. We thought him mad , but accepted him nonethless. Would you believe that one day, against one of the gym's best players and biggest smashers he performed his cartwheel return to perfection and scored a winner! I tell you all action on every court instantly stopped to give him a hearty cheer for having achieved his goal. And everyone ran up to celebrate the triumph. This is sport. This is the sort of camaraderie...we took pride in him that day. Not that any of us would ever attempt to duplicate the feat mind. But,I long to find this in world of gaming.
Where I have found it is here at Nexus. A place of creative intellects and well meaning colleagues who seem more interested in sharing and shared experience than domination or persecution. On that note, I will end this ramble.
P.S. Rob_B, know that your kind words have brought another of my smiles to the fore. Please accept my thanks for your aptly phrased comments.
Aww I didn't mean to bring tears to your eyes. I'm sorry =[
People deserve love and friendship more than anything... You all deserve a hug. *hugs all of you* I'm just another person in the world who happens to like games, nothing more. I'm glad I was able to make you smile, it means more to me when I do since I believe I don't make very many people happy. I was able to help Herc make one of her dreams come true, and I wish she could share it with everyone. But seeing as copyright laws prevent that, she can't and that makes me sad.
I wish there was a way I could show my gratitude to all of you - I don't have much, nothing but love and friendship to give. And now I'm welling up...gosh I cry at the darndest times lol. Please know that you have my friendship Kitten. =)
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I have to wonder sometimes, if guy gamers are more sensitive. I jumped online to play Rainbow 6, V2 last night, and got kicked 4 times for being a girl who plays better that the guy hosting...(which happens often) It's like clockwork. If I hold back, and let him get more kills, than there's not usually a problem. The moment my numbers go up...problem. And when that doesn't happen, I get talked to dirty. It's annoying. I don't even really like going online anymore. I was in the habit of just going without a mic, but then why should I silence my voice?
I remember when Species5478 posted this. It ran so truly to the point for me. I debated an answer to its question, but left it at the time. In the meanwhile, I had my own situation to live through. Here is one sample from just one person with whom I must coexist, if that's what it is. I've editted bits for the sake of propriety, but the text is there.
'as u can c the (group to which they belong in caps) are still here and i don't need u i said sorry get over yourself...IM STILL RICAN STILL SEXXXY AND STILL RICH (I hadn't asked and what it had to do with anything..) all i wanted was u simple b_tch u f_cked up don't forgive me lick my b_ll
So what happened? This person requested to play Saints Row2 with me in co op mode on Xbox Live. Ever the optimist, I consented. However, I was careful to state my preference to not chat verbally while playing beforehand. They eventually grew restless about this and sent umpteen letters urging me to speak and do other things (you can imagine what). I thanked them for the game and took my leave. Well, that only convinced this person to inundate my inbox with pleas (to play with them again) and even rather nasty comments by their supposed girlfriend that she was woman enough for him. And on and on. I just sat back and smiled at the amateurish tactics being employed. The person would insist that they would never write to me again, etc., but somehow my inbox would receive either pleas or nasty jibes; anything to have me accept them again.
Today, I wrote the above quote back to them. It made no impression. They insisted that I was bitter and angry and that it was my fault for declining to speak with them. I suggested they not flatter themselves overly. It goes on. Interestingly, however, I've never seen women behave or choose to twist the experience of gaming in that manner. I leave it to you to ponder whether it reflects on some inadequacy those males may have with women when off-line.
In answer to Species5478, I would say to make your own choices. Don't let anyone impose their idea of how gaming should be experienced on you. And for me, I keep mine in reserve.
-Kitten
P.S. And furthering what Species5478 said about kills. This person is ranked high in solo play, but perhaps plays on Casual Difficulty. In my game on Hardcore they had to be resuscitated quite a few times. Hmm...
P.P.S. Sorry, and I know it's vain of me to mention it, but it seems that with this post I am now a Veteran here. I was happy to have made my hundredth post, not realising its significance, when the changed dawned on me. So now I am beaming and feel happy, even though I would wish the occasion wasn't marked by the nature of this particular post. Still. If you could see my smile.. : D
This person you speak of... he sounds extremely insecure and quite immature. I should know as my girlfriend's online brother treated her in this manner, except it was over his love for her of all things...
Anyway, this is very disgusting behaviour. It sickens me to hear when some stupid d!ck treats people like poo just because they don't give him the attention he apparently "deserves". And this behaviour seems to arise even more aggressively towards women than men - especially if the individual expresses interest in the woman (this is referring to a heterosexual male - I've known women to treat other women this way if they are bisexual/lesbian). This causes pointless drama, and needless stress. All you can do is block them and hope they don't hound you from a different email address. And if they know where you live, you better hope they don't stalk you...
I don't believe, without a shred of doubt, that girl gamers are more sensitive - it's apparent male gamers tend to take things WAY too seriously. As I stated before, I play games because it's fun - I would much rather have fun than to always have to be the winner. I don't have an ego to maintain, and anyone who knows me well enough can vouch for that.
And I'm sure you're smile is pretty Kitten :] Keep posting and soon you can change your title to something of your liking ^^
Should I even bother anymore?
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I've walked many miles in your shoes my friend - I've been burning in Hell because of the things I regret doing that caused me the loss of good things I had going. I was at my wits end when my love and I found each other, and even then it wasn't easy to get where we're at today. But I'm utterly grateful and truly blessed we made it this far - 7 months since the 24th of Oct. and I hope we last forever.
Like Dezi said, things will happen when they happen, you just need to be patient. I'm 24 and have never experienced relationships until last year, and my failures have brought to where I am today - I regret, but don't let that get me down. Like you I always try my best to be the best for my baby girl, and when I crash and burn, she's there with me, and I'm there with her when she's had a bad day.
I see my past failures as stepping stones which got me to where I'm at now - all those broken relationships were never meant to be, even though it still hurts a little. Trust me, we've all had our fair share of broken hearts. The only thing that you mustn't do is give up completely, because you'll surely f*** yourself over in the future. Have faith that good things will come to you - you'll feel it in your heart when you know she's the right girl for you, even if you may not believe it at first. :)