I suppose before you can love somone one you must find somone willing to love you. I have had relationships with the ladies, that have lead to really nothing more than bordom when not makin "lust" (changed word to to be more fitting) I don't think I have ever been loved by a woman in a relationship sense. I really don't even know if that emotion exist or if it's not just really liking somone because your excited to be with them. When I feel other emotions they change me in a way, their powerful not just strongly moving, but powerful or compelling. I guess the love people speak of can be like that but I have never expierenced it and have no proof to it's existance.