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    The Order of the Dragon

    in Off-Topic

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    Finally, I've found her, and she's precious. Such a beautiful thing; this egg of mine. I love her dearly, though I can't seem to place my child in my sig...I must summon the wisdom of a Grand Goddess.

     

    Queen Tahri, you can place your egg/dragon in your sig the same way you put pictures or other links in there. If you need help PM me and I'll try to show you -- I learned it on my own through experimentation. But we can't help you with our clicks unless you get it in there!

     

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    The Order of the Dragon

    in Off-Topic

    Posted

    all clicked..

     

    I am going to try again, any help would be appreciated, since I am up and down, but if I don't get my Autumn, soon, I'll miss it again for another year, my Autumn has been waiting for her mate over a year.

     

    Creudylad my Spring and Taliesin my Gold gave me twins, Aye the Goddess was good I have another set of twins, and caught the second one, immediate after lucky...So I am hoping from the twins, my Autumn Bethag will finally get her mate..an perchance a daughter also..from her breeding..with Merlin another gold..

     

    So eh once again, I am hopeing since I am still up and down, that till I am back fully if you see one of mine getting low and I haven't caught it, please you have my permission despite what my scroll says to put them in Soti ER, link in my Sig..... :thanks:

     

    So sorry what happened with your wee dragons, Goddess! What an Order we've turned out to be! But I'm back online now and hope I can make up for it. I wish I could cure what ails you as easily as we click these dragon eggs!

    Lovers Paradox

    in Druid's Garden

    Posted

    I remeber when I first met her

    It was a cool fall evening, at the Chilis restaurant in Clearwater

    We were friends for a while but had only met face to face for the first time.

    I remeber what I felt sitting across the table from her. Fear, curiosity, sensuality, caution, and ecstacy.

    I was nervous, so nervous of making a fool out of myself.

    She seemed so much older than me, so much more worldly, and I felt like a young teen out on his first date.

    But to my surpise we talked, we laughed, we connected.

    We sat there for what felt like hours, I remeber as we were leaving, I didnt want our night to be over yet.

    We were close to the beach, so we went.

    There we sat on the shore of Clearwater beach at 1am in the full moonlight, holding eachother aas we starred out in the endless ocean.

    The waves crawled showly at our feet, the air was cool, but we kept one another warm.

    We talked, we shared, we embraced.

    After having my heart torn out so many times, I didnt think there was anything left in me.

    Until that night.

    Until I sat there on cold sands of the beach, wrapped gently around her, and her around me.

    It was at that moment I felt something I never felt before.

    Happiness.

    I felt good, I felt alive.

    I felt human.

    But then something happened, our individual lives became too much and we lost contact.

    I thoughI lost her forever. But I always kept her in the back of my thoughts.

    That we may one day be able to see eachother again and things could be different.

    Time passed but I never let her go.

    I never forgot how I felt with her.

    But history is destined to repeat itself.

    And one more we came into eachothers lives.

    This time it was different.

    We were more stable.

    More structured.

    We knew who we both were, and quickly became one in the same.

    I couldnt believe we found eachother again.

    So improbable, yet perfect. Like a story in a book.

    And once more I was happy.

    WE were happy.

    We lived together, we laughed, we loved, and wer learned.

    We learned an unfortunant lesson.

    A lesson in lifestyles.

    A lesson capable of tearing bonds asunder.

    Slowly, we fell to pieces.

    Like a tower built a foundation of glass, we shook.

    And we shattered.

    So much was said, so much pain inflicted to eachother.

    Words like knives cutting through my brain.

    Shredding my flesh and bone all the way down to my heart.

    Where they still pierce it to this day, bleeding me slowly.

    We tried to reconsile.

    But to no avail, only more pain. More scars to tear at my thoughts.

    When Im busy its not so bad.

    But I do not sleep much, and at 3am when its just me and my thoughts.

    She is all I can think about.

    How I love her.

    How I miss her.

    How I cannot protect her.

    I cannot clear my mind so easily.

    Ive been hurt so may times.

    I thought Id be used to it by now.

    Letting myself open, and having the heart torn my chest.

    I try but I cannot forget her.

    But I know shes forgotten me.

    Shes moved on.

    Someone else holds her, someone else protects her, someone else loves her.

    And that very thought,

    makes me sick to my stomach.

    How can i escape from something when its in my head.

    When its her face I see when I sleep.

    Its her voice I hear I when I dream.

    Its the love we shared when I slumber.

    Im leaving this place soon.

    To become one of this countries few and the proud.

    And from there Ill go far away from this city, from this state.

    Now matter how fast I run, these ghosts haunting me seem to run just as fast.

    But I wonder if they can travel across continents.

     

    Its said that opposites attract. I do not believe that.

    Its not similarities or opposites that attract.

    But rather chance.

    Theres a chance of attraction.

    Chance that it will work

    Chance that it wont

    Chance of disaster

    Chance of bliss

     

    But is there a chance for escape?

     

    This poem gave me chills, both the good kind and the bad kind. Incredible work, H. W. ! I hope all goes well for you in your upcoming journeys and adventures!

    hi all - me noob lol

    in Newbies

    Posted

    Welcome to the Nexus! bben46 is right: be patient and I'm sure you'll meet a lot of other modders willing to help you or at least point you in the right direction. Unfortunately I don't do meshes and textures (yet) either, but plenty of folks here do and are very good at them. Dezdimona is one of them, she just posted before me here.
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