Pagafyr Posted July 7, 2022 Share Posted July 7, 2022 Ya I think about dying . Mostly cuz I have no home ,16 guage and some heroine .... that's my health insurance plan.And I am sick of fixing old peoples shiot for them . Add edit : is that a sign of getting old ? So you've become Ishmael... is that a sign of getting old? No! That's a sign you are losing your focus. Dream's of life we think of, but often the playing field starts to look bleak. Wait awhile and the clouds will move away. But keep in mind your physical condition requires attention while you are waiting.That is; if you want to get into more physical activities. I have already began what I was told will take me nine years to regain a balance. Give it up means you're have a quitters dream. Don't you dare go to sleep on a quitter's dream again. Instead dream of a man's dream of taking to the open sea and having a bit more of risk adding some spice to your life. Like dealing with fish big enough to swallow a boat with you on it! That kind of dreaming can give anyone that feeling of being alive again. Do you DARE?! Edit: I wasn't thinking about dying. I was experiencing extreme emotional shock so that it felt like I was. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mktavish Posted July 9, 2022 Share Posted July 9, 2022 Ya I think about dying . Mostly cuz I have no home ,16 guage and some heroine .... that's my health insurance plan.And I am sick of fixing old peoples shiot for them . Add edit : is that a sign of getting old ? So you've become Ishmael... is that a sign of getting old? No! That's a sign you are losing your focus. Dream's of life we think of, but often the playing field starts to look bleak. Wait awhile and the clouds will move away. But keep in mind your physical condition requires attention while you are waiting.That is; if you want to get into more physical activities. I have already began what I was told will take me nine years to regain a balance. Give it up means you're have a quitters dream. Don't you dare go to sleep on a quitter's dream again. Instead dream of a man's dream of taking to the open sea and having a bit more of risk adding some spice to your life. Like dealing with fish big enough to swallow a boat with you on it! That kind of dreaming can give anyone that feeling of being alive again. Do you DARE?! Edit: I wasn't thinking about dying. I was experiencing extreme emotional shock so that it felt like I was. Thanks , I needed that :)It's this damn summer heat sucking the life out of me , but I had gotten weak using the old ladies AC .My life a bit of a big ole mess , slowly trying to move out of her hoarding home.Got me a place in Missip ... but I can never be here much ... cuz I have to go back to New Orleans to make the money to afford this place . And I shouldn't diss my clientele like that. I am blessed for having this group of older people home owners with money to hire me .The trick is just be honest , trustworthy . And they all tell each other to hire me. But also it is my Ladies group of friends .... which she also sings with me playin bass.And damn it ... I just know we could go knock down some good money being here in the music capital .At least enough to cut out half the handy man labor I guess ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pagafyr Posted July 9, 2022 Share Posted July 9, 2022 Remember ... Life is short ... so don't be ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pagafyr Posted July 9, 2022 Share Posted July 9, 2022 Back on land! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mktavish Posted July 12, 2022 Share Posted July 12, 2022 It's "Fooling" as in fooling around not being ~real~ I guess ?Not sure what they mean by the video I linked there ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pagafyr Posted July 13, 2022 Share Posted July 13, 2022 Bouncing off the thinks other people have aides us in confusing our own mind of it's problem we DON'T have, but for some reason we think we need another. Maybe it is just to keep us from giving a real food garden attention? A real garden takes work so we don't starve. Starving from all the empty promises we keep growing in our minds, hoping they will come true. Is this a dream? Will we wake up in a moment? Probably is a dream? Just waking up in this one seems to last longer than any others we might prefer that might be better than this one. Watch for another PM again! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deleted141907363User Posted July 13, 2022 Share Posted July 13, 2022 Now that the flamebursting enthusiasm of who's the best has died for both sides of the War... hopefully we can recapitulate... so... lets see what we have.Ah yes. Lots of big words everywhere and information wars etc that completely died out. Lots questions and debates that remained unanswered and will remain to most or just forgotten as usually happens in history. We also got alot of pawns that were sacrificed in the war. And a lot of Dead.I wonder what happened to those who were trying to propose ways of ''reason'' and balance over '' individual power base goals'' Ah yes. They never got a say as usual. Meanwhile both the US and Russia are earning more from Gas prices. I can say this slow war suits them. I think they are going to maintain it for a while. Now lets look into any ''resolutions'' Ah yes, there are none. History will always repeat itself and we always end up thinking the same: What if we did this and this so it didn't come to that. What if ''People'' had power. What if...Bah this question is pointless anyway and will always remain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ScytheBearer Posted July 14, 2022 Share Posted July 14, 2022 (edited) < snip > History will always repeat itself and we always end up thinking the same: What if we did this and this so it didn't come to that. What if ''People'' had power. What if...Bah this question is pointless anyway and will always remain. History repeats itself because, collectively, human beings are a pretty stupid bunch. Human beings are more controlled by their animal need to dominate and control territory and other human beings than by their intellect and any desire to cooperate. Humans believe that freedom endorses the principle that their unfounded opinion is just as valid as any facts or reality. That is why people fabricate "alternate facts " to combat the truth and support their baseless opinion. Humans are more superstitious than educated and believe that they can pray their way out of problems and must make sacrifices to appease some mythical being or beings. Humans believe that anyone who doesn't share their particular superstition is insanely evil and must be destroyed. Human beings believe that they are the pinnacle of evolution, rather than accept that they are simply an accident of recombinant DNA. Humans believe that nature produced them as a means to subjugate the chaos that is the natural world, while those same humans will deny that it was that very chaos which brought them into being. Human beings are the most creative force on this planet. In somewhat less than 100,000 years, humans have done so much to the planet that it will take ten times that long to undo what they have done. Just remember that, as the Hindus believe, any act of creation is an act of destruction. Human beings are not rational animals, human beings are rationalizing animals. Human beings do not use their intellect to formulate plans and actions, to think of alternatives nor to consider consequences. Instead, human beings react in some of the most asinine ways imaginable, and then use their intellect to rationalize their reaction. And so, history will repeat itself until we fill our petri dish with our bodies and our waste and make ourselves extinct. But even then, history will repeat itself; and maybe after another hundred million years or so, the species which rises from our refuse will be smarter than we are. Edited July 14, 2022 by ScytheBearer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mktavish Posted July 15, 2022 Share Posted July 15, 2022 ??? Exactly ... shut yur pie hole ... nobody cares about the end of existence things you spout .... You are like Ezeikiel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mktavish Posted July 15, 2022 Share Posted July 15, 2022 shall I ignore You ? How would that feel ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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